Guys!in a bad mood this week! T.T becos i fought with one of my very good friend!very very good friend..... I don wan to say wat happen between the 2 of us and i don wan to know wat will happen to the both of us! but i will think it positively! Yesterday night..... i broke my oath and scold some very very vulgar language! but worst of all i scold it to one of my dearest friend.... therefore I'm stillin feelin very down even until now! SO guys pls don said i shilian okay! I nvr in my whole secondary life tang guo lian ai okay! so i cannot shilian! =.=.... i am in a complete blank situation not knowin wat to do..... or how to carry on! should i live the way i'm doin now? live the way i'm before? ~BLANK~ I really lyk and hate him! when he acknowledge me i felt as happy as a god but when he gave me that **** face i felt very sad! and as he talk to me I turned from sad to fumin mad! but for all he do i still look forward him as a big brother! as a real friend of mine!SOmetime i blame myself for havin itchy hands but when i think of it I blame him for not listenin to me..... and when i thought further! i know that he is in bad mood that day! so i apologized! but all i did was reward with one hard,cold and painful word......"diam" tell me guys wat the hell i did wrong and wat the hell i should do....... i am goin to break soon!(just jokin) +) Friendship is like glass, once it's broken it can never be fixed to the same standard as it was made. therefore i am tryin to protect it! >.< life's hard! wun cry!,wun lower my head twice!


Broken Friendship

A tear is shed for broken hearts,
As Faithful friends, do depart,
A wasted bond which has been spun,
Weakened, battered and undone,
And always vengeance in the way,
But still their tears drop, day by day,
Wishing things could mend and heal,
But anger is all they wish to feel,
Scared to admit that they may long,
To one day, fix the things gone wrong.
But till the day of mended pain,
Both shall struggle to maintain,
Their ignorance to their mistakes,
Their empty care that friends did break,
No one knows, what future holds,
But two true friends do unfold,
It came so quick, without demand,
But as for now, it’s in their hands,
For neither knows what other feels,
But both must know what all is real,
The memories of the endless times,
The pain that seems in constant rhyme,
The mending power which they confer,
The reality of longing for,
And now lies the day which needs an end,
To leave it stay as broken friends,
Or to work for things that they do long,
But either way, they should move on.

Feelin happy! =) lost weight!

HI guys! how ur week? havin fun? bullying lim liang hee? OR just felt lyk comin here for free air-con....said by the great NARNIA beast lionel leow! I think maybe he got pretty tired of playin with xuan yan,U know to raise up a baby in SINGAPORE nowadays is lyk tryin to cultivate roses in the middle of a desert! if not handle with care both the flower and the human will suffer or even worst enter a dimension where u nid to fork out money to buy some light bulbs! not to mention n this inflation period..... it is as thought tryin to cultivate a rose in the middle of the sand storm..... tiring,stressful and forceful! also would lyk to thank jaiver for his DRAMAstic support for my blog!thanks bro!okay! I will start with my life! once upon a time in the land of singapore, over there live a giant that have ever increasin gravity, every steps he took he damage the ground use for farmin! every sweat he shed cause a heavy storm for the fisherman! every time he ate! the villagers will have insufficient food for 3 whole days! one fine fine day! the giant look at happy couple bein together..... he felt that if he don do somethin to mother earth core and keep lettin gravity act on his huge ball of mass,he would be left out......... alone! so finally he use all the spade he could find to dig a whole straight down to the core where mantle was scorchin bblllsssss..sss.s.ss..s..s! he try to use his salive to extinguish that ball of fire,but no matter how hard he tried...... that ball was still bblllsssss..sss.s.ss..s..s burnin non-stop! he crawl out of the hole and force all his friends to accept him as a prince! but non of them accepted him and some even threaten to hang himself if the giant forces him to say that he is a prince! sad and dishearted.... the giant cried out loud.... his voices echos throught the night bringin fear and sendin free air-con services for some of the villager as they felt he was a tua-bui-baby! LOL! then a group of villagers came to the giant! maybe they could not take his natural amplifier and told him that U are a good man! LIVE lyk one! FIGHT lyk one! and DIE lyk one! the giant begin to live the way he was and found happiness...... onli throught belivin urself! belive wad u are and acceptin it or changin it will giv u happiness! guys! i lost 5kg ^^!! yea! lighter giant>.

I lay my love on YOU!

Sometimes at night,
When I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you,
And then ask myself "why?"

"Why do I love you?"
I think and smile,
Because I know,
The list could run on for mile.

The whisper of your voice,
The warmth of your touch,
So many little things,
Make me love you so much.

The way you support me,
Even my silly notions,
The way that you care,
And show such devotion.

The way that your lips moved,
Fills me with desire,
And how you look at me,
With the warmth of a fire.

The way your eyes shine,
When you look at me,
Lost with you forever,
Is where i want to be.

The way that I feel,
When you are by my side,
A sense of completion,
And overflowing pride.

The dreams that I dream,
That all involve you,
The possibilities that I see,
The things that we can do.

How you finish the puzzle,
That lies inside my heart,
How deep in my soul,
You are a very important part.

I could go on for days,
Telling of what I feel,
But all you really must know is...
My love for you is real.

Hell with parkin coupon!

Hi guys! long time no see, i mean alot of day nvr see,i mean quite some time seem we met! wat wrong with me? last time it is because of crap and crab! now it is because of time...#%$@#% okay! aniway hi guys! i went to work today, like any usual Saturday!but i was given a task of tearin a parkin coupon so that the traffic police cannot summon me! lyk wat they did to most of ur daddy's,mummy's car ^^! when i tore the year,a cool breeze flinched my backbone...all the way from the top right to the bottom,i then slowly removed the section for the month!my eyeballs went white,as if there was some unholy thingy sitting beside me! then i took a sip of coffee,which gushes down my throat lyk a waterfall.The feelin of caffeine roamin inside the tubes of my body is just great!I took a deep deep breath,slowly i poke my fingers into the date section.... I saw a world of completely emptiness,I saw the border of bein so close to dead but still yet alive,it was as thought I were parachutin and i found that my main parachute wasn't workin! it was as thought god came to me and say this is ur last and final time,fail! and u will never be able to purchase a light bulb from him and can stay forever in hell! >.< now! ur all know how much is it a horror to tear a parkin lots coupon! ti was as if 50 tons of rice is thrown onto ur back!
actually the scary part is not visualisin but thinkin!....... don get the wrong idea that i am bein lazy or have consume some unprescribed by the doctors and need a visit to the mental hospital! no okay! i am fine! is just that when i tore the coupon I saw 'o'level bein so close! at a faster pace then any jet plane u see! at a unstoppable rate! T.T felt lyk cryin! cos got no idea what the hell i'm doin the past few months! arrgh! alot of catchin up to do!GUYS hope ur are PREPARIN for that very last blow! U will always have my support cos i have fate in u! feelin stress or down,come find me?( expert in counsellin) nah! lyin nia!i no expert in anithing! k liao! go to some work le miss u guys!

I wish to buy a 10 storey HDB flat from jing han,
fill it up with different things at different floor!
1st floor would be a beach,
which i can be with u all the way till dawn!
2nd storey can be a kitchen,
where i can cook u my food with love!
3rd floor should be a gigantic bathtub,
A place we can talk all our way till dusk!
4th storey must be a theater,
and we will record our very own couple piece!
5th floor will be made into a very very large bed,
so as to hump u to sleep every night!
6th storey is to be made into a play room,
plannin for both of our very own masterpiece!
7th floor could be made into a large diary,
the place to record all my love for u!
8th storey is our livin room,
a location where we play pillow war!
9th storey will become our very own sport stadium,
to jog with u all till dusk break!
the 10th and the final place will be a place i never wish u to go,
An escape route to the present world.....
because all i ever hope for
is a home consistin of YOU!as the female master!

jing han i pay U on interest can? pls la! lend me money! for my future de!

who wans a crab!

Hi guys! how r ur? feelin lyk crap? wan to eat crab? or wan to steal crab? okay let me stop myself from sayin this kind of crap! Arrghh! just stop the stupid crap thingy can mah!okay! Be steady! take in a deep breath and say! crab!@#@#$%$!Enough......!Lol! I blog this today because i got no time to blog on this monday! I felt lyk crappy that day! felt lyk a crab in a pot! felt lyk I may lost myself to the crap world! still feelin crappy until now! okay!aniway special THANKS to Dawn,san san,xuleng,shanice,jermaine,eric,ming han and KOVIT! really love and hate u guys! u make me felt lyk a crab that day! extinguish my crap feelin! and gave me a crappy birthday! Never in the name of any holy god I met,I would expect to recieve such a glamorous,cute,sexy,cool and even similar lookin figurine of me~~ although the head is a little bigger than mine! and never never did i expect that all of u care so much for me! OMG! Ur all did the most most unexpected thing in my life! for that Ur all shorten my life span by one year!OMG until now i still don know wat to say! I don think a million thanks would be enough!a billion would be too little! but a trillion is a little too much! lol! just jokin lah! happy for the gift ur gave me really really happy bout it! but the thing i am most contented about is that the pooh looks exactly lyk me! chey! no lah! the most contented thing is that I know ur all for not say quite long but ur all gave me the present which some of my best best frens did not manage to give! for that I am happy that I met u guys! may whatever god in the holy universe give u all the CRAP u nid!haha~!but i know u guys enjoy seein me out of speech right! bad boys and girls! especially the siao ting tong! haha! one phrase I would use to describe our bonds! friendship Bonds forge by LOVE! from today onwards I swear to my winnie the pooh! that i will love u guys,protect u guys and fight with u guys today,tmr and tha day after~ until the day when all of u falls!or else i will never leave! always fightin hard by ur sides! Ur beloved friends JIA ZHEN! with love!

If I were a memory I’d hold you there forever
Reminding you of the good times we shared together

If I were a smile on your face I would stay
Never to let sadness chase me too far away

If I were a teardrop I’d roll gently down from your eyes
Not to burn much but to mend your sweet cries

If I were a hand I’d want you to hold me in your own
Carry me through life .. even when I’m grown

If I were feet I would stay inline with you
So I could be with you in all that you do

If I were a shadow I would always follow
We’d face things together in all the tomorrows

If I were pain I’d stay far away from the start
To make sure you never felt me or I never broke your heart

If I were a song I’d be a sweet sound to your ears
To keep up your hopes and carry you through the years

If I were strength I’d give you my all
I’d hold you high and never let your fall

If I were your heart I’d be steady and true
I’d be there in every beat; staying strong for you

For all I am, I am your friends
that will be right here for you!
and always by your sides if your head ever turn!
today,tomorrow,forever~eternal!