hiax!

Seriously guys! i don know wat to post! cos nothing special happen in my life! hahaha~ eh! okay! i got this past friend who is gettin more n more handsome day by day!($!#$#!$%#) i hereby congrats him!heehee~ he had attitude problem now! and so i thought i wan u guys to know that popularity is only for a period of time, if u mistreat ur friend or forget where the water flows from(chinese) at the end u will find two side departin u! yea! sad thing right! haha~ my brother had been quite a bad boy recently n toyed with my phone! hope u guys don get disturb by him! in the past i always felt that i know love! but now because of an anime i found out that i actually don know wat is love~ heh! i think i know it but somehow i don... somehow i felt i am so far away from talkin about matters of the hearts... i am not sure how it feels to be in love! i don know how it feels to love someone! i don know how it feels to receive love! somehow, i only know how to hide wat i feels! >.< not because i am dumb or wan to attract attention but..but... but... to let the one i loved had a peace of mind! to let that someone know that i don nid to be by her side to love her~ somehow my animal instinct told me to hide it!haha~ maybe i am dumb maybe i have no guts! maybe...lol! I wish one day i could tell the one i love this!
ever since i met u!
tears kept flowin out out my eyes!
I ask the tears why?
thay told me that...
those pair of eyes had no space for them!

haha! quite stupid right!I have a thousand and one way to say i love u but will u have only one way to say i love u too? LOL! i felt dam confuse n retard! yea i am retard! low iq! but i wun lose to anione of u in my 'o's exam includin u cr! haha! sleep le nites!

exams over!

Hi guys! long time since i talk with u guys huh! Eh! i know my result interest some of u huh! well!i wun wan to hide it! i got 1c5 2d7 and the rest goes to c6! quite disgusting results huh! well i'm workin hard on it so that i don see this in my 'o' level cert and i'm certain that i will not see it!haha! that's life! ^^
well but i hope u guys did really great for ur prelims but i'm not surprise if ur achieve my level or even lower! REMEMBER! if things don work out this way twist and turn to reach ur goal! in this world there is no such thing as hopeless! rather there is things we known it as givin up! YEP! like wat evonne said:regret is the worst thing in life! we're still young and energy seem to be surging inside us! don lose that to a moment of despair make urself tired really tired in wantin to accomplish wad u aim for! i belive u can do it!
Eh! tell u guys, today I see for myself a guy with a tummy of at most 2 time my size goin out with a very cute girl!OMG! is that wat people know as love! I suddenly felt that all i lack from as compare to the guy was fats and confidence!haha! but all i want is confidence! I know i want to make her happy! I know i nid to do something! i know i nid her~ well! i'm a lousy loser!!! T.T (pls vote)

I want to be your arms, I want to feel your touch,
I want your lips on mine, I need you very much.
BUT will you ever agree? ......=.=

GOOD luck for 'o' lvl love u guys! always be my baby! eh! i meant always be my friends.

One week holiday!

this one week holiday can be said to be a week wasted also a week earned! As hee~hee~ i failed to touch any of my school work, NONE at all! therefore i said it's wasted!but also earned as i had plentiful of time to rest and eat! so don be shock to see how round i became when school reopen! also i used this school holiday to sort out my thoughts bout my friends!( because read a touchin book on it) and how i think my friends should be treated~ and how i should give them the respective respect,care and concern! U can say i learnt alot! u can also say i waste all my time on these things, but i know for myself that after the book on 'friends' this term have go one step deeper into my heart! therefore i started off this 'CRAZY' sms thingy! thanks here for those touchin, hurtin and interestin reply from all of u guys. e.g xia l@n king from wei jie. i hope u guys know, we are partin in a few months or so! it saddens me alot when my friends leave me, betray me or even hate me!(i know i may be hateful) because when i decided to be ur frens~ I cherish this bonds, i wan to protect u from all harm, i wan to be the first one to lend u a shoulder,I wan u to be happy, to be free, to live with no regrets! until i Cannot make it anymore!well! i seem to be childish! i seem to be lame! i may even seem to be stupid! but I really wan u guys to know how special ur all r! there is this term i lyk very much, "friends are the one who scold u,hit u and fought with u! but they r also the one who will fight with u, share ur joys and ur sorrow." yes! that happen to me before
this holiday also let me retrieve some of my old lost feelin's of the past contradictinly I also lost some of this feelin to the past..... hiax! u guys must be tired of all this huh!erm!okay! when school reopen i will be formin my own self-study group with high discipline standard... 3 places to anione interested! after school everyday study till 3plus 4 sms me if interested,ty.eh! don ask me who i lyk animore TOLONG!QUI QUI Ni! when the time is ripe i'll let u know! unless u wan to tell me that u lyk me! hee~hee~ k le! anione wan warcraft? i'm dyin for it!


Friendship is like a flower,
Glowing in its glory,
Each and every seed,
Telling its own story.

As each flower blooms,
And then continues to grow,
More of its strength and knowledge,
Continues to show.

And like a garden,
It blooms much more fair,
When carefully tended,
By those who care.

Once in a while,
You come acress a friend,
Who is as beautiful as a flower,
With a good heart to lend.

So I picked this flower,
And pulled it apart,
And soon all its pieces,
Grew into my heart.

But when I realized,
Is that this flower that grew,
Was not leaves and petals,
But pieces of you.

Your love and kindness,
Your strength and power,
Have helped me grow,
Into my own little flower.

And now with our friendship,
I'll never let go,
And we can help others,
To flower and grow.
* a copied poem with good writin enjoy!