Sunday, July 26, 2009

childish acts

I don think that is the appropriate time fr me to go in to such kinds of things! ur all should know right! that guy still lyk the girl! is not lyk he completely giv up on her already, therefore that is the reason why i cant! shouldnt and musnt enter those kind of weird relationship now! afterall! he still belongs to my dear friends right. How can i be so selfish lyk ur all mentioned! if i don giv my frens a chance to patch up! somehow! i just cant do it! lol! don ask me why! i also don know why i cant go in! yep! Lyk i mentioned! it is not lyk even if i use my mouth and ask! anithin will come out from it! seriously! since young! I honestly do not have much luck in that kind of things, so ya... it is not lyk will blossom or wat! and! last and most important thing. it is not lyk i lreally lyk her. i must say she isnt that kidn of a bad lookin girl, she is my type.BUT even if i really made it wif her! and i cant giv her anithin to make her happy to make her feel that she is fortunate! then y should i even start this relationship wif her! seriously! i dont know if i can giv her happiness lo! so guys pls! i beg ur all! don gossip bout me and her! i don mind bein a clown at the end of the day! but usin my name to make fun of the other is just too wrong! ur must learn how to respect ppl! ur all must respect her! U surely don wan to see the both of us avoidin each other becos of wat ur all say, would u?

BTW! i don think harry potter is that much of a lousy movie! it is quite okay! just hat lag of a lot of actions! so i will still recommend that u guys to go and watch! but rmb! buy some porcorn in to keep urself awake~ Fri, u guys are a little too guo fen le lo! u nvr see her wholde day face black black! and ya... she face black black is the result of ur all! but i was the one apologisin! is lyk so WTH la! so pls ar! stop it k? u know she aint gonna lyk it, the pace ur all are movin us! y not let nature decide wat is best of us! if really feelings are there, everythin will go the way ur all fought for right? so pls pls! stop all those childish act!



so far so good. life is good! health is good! everythin is good! really no thime to do ani postin! will update ur all about me next time when my exam is over and i have the time! so ya!

Saturday, July 18, 2009

confused!

Im freakin confused! really veri confused! y are girls lyk that? y must they do that to me? Im always thinkin too much, thinkin too hard, thinkin that I will follow the path of nature,unquestionably. The both of u really got me so so so confused! u are super duper friendly towards me! U told me a lot of things, which i wasnt suppose to know.Ur smile is so innocent, so pure, fill wif so much passion when i look into ur eyes! whenever i talk to u, u always avoid lookin at me! U seem so shy when u are wif other guys! yet so comfortable and carefree when tokin to me! U hate childish ppl yet u shared so much things wif me! u treat me as if i was somethin more the frens but yet nth more then frens! u make me so freakin confuse la!

U told me wat u wanted! i fought hopin to giv u somethin better, some more special! but in the end! i gave u wat u wanted originally! and then now! u show me somethin different! u tell em by ur actions this is not wat u wanted! I ran as far as i can from u! but u rent a motor bike and caught up wif me! I tried to kill myself wif fishballs! but u went out to eat all the fishball by urself! Y is it that no matter wat i do! it is always u who come to change it! i lyk owe u somethin last time lor!

No matter wat! i think maybe! is wo too smart liao! so think of things normally out of the box de! hiaz! this quote still rox! let nature take its course. i believe~ one day! just one day! everythin will turns clear.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

my life

Life had been quite good for me recently! u guys know y? cos im already lyk sort of familiarize wif all the ppl in my class, although name is still a big question marks for me.

Wat is life? to me i think life is lyk eatin food! sometimes u eat the tasty food but sometimes u are force to swallow those nasty and disgusting pills. Life is somethin we all nid to go throu~ it has it ups and its down. the onli different between different ppl is the way they see life! some thinks that their life is full of sorrow and tears! some thinks that their life is crap! some thinks that their life is lousy in all ways. For me! im glad that i have a peaceful life! and i think~ in my own opinion that is a good life! a really good one!

My goal is to introduce as much happiness and laughter to this livin world!
my dream is to have a happy family that dosent fite at all!
my vision is to eat all the things that are nice!
my life is to be happy at all times! and make ppl happy if i can!

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

foolish

Went to matt's house for wrtorial project!finishin soon! porject after project! maybe this is poly's life. Recently, found out that no one is prefect and of cos, no one is in-prefect!

In my opinion! i think that all of the guys, animals, plants, all have unique ways of presentin themselves! take for example! i(bastard) always think that i can judge girl to the standard of beauty they contain, according to their looks and dressin! but i made a big mistake! Every man and woman were created beautiful,just that it is in different way! i used to say that those 3 girls in my class CMI-cannt make it! but i was terribly wrong! they do have positive parts that make them so beautiful!gorgeous!fabulous! and yep! they look stunnin when u think harder!


So! big sry to ani girl that i say CMI! Im too childish! too foolish! BIG BIG SRY! girls.

Sunday, July 05, 2009

a little too not over you! (nice song)

eh! my title in max tune had change from nice lookin to good frens! which is lyk more practical and suits me more la! nicer also! nice lookin will be a lie if im usin it right? haha! and a big thanks to jaiver ^^ thank you for teachin me log! and ln! if it werent becos of u, i really don know how am i suppose to do those assignments! so yeah! really! thank you! ah! before i forget... thanks for lettin me complete GEARS OF WARS! yeah! really a nice game! cannt promise not to play e second time!

seriously! I don know wat to post! i don know wat i should say! i don know wat i should do! i don even understand wat is the situation now la! how should i react? wat is it im suppose to show? how is it im expected to performed when things come to this? why is it that i feel this way! why is it that things must happen this way! why is that Im so....... Y is it that after all this time of freedom i must have that kind of tied down feelin again? responsibility? pride? ego? what is it that hit me so hard that i can nvr outrun you! wat is it that stop me from shakin of you and racin to another check point! did I even succeed in wat i had done this past few months! did i really surpass wat im supposed to surpass originally? can i still keep up wif this race? do i have the quality to continue this race? do i have the skill, the ability, the time and passion to keep up wif this race? there are things that are once in a lifetime! wat must i do to keep that passion burin and yet outrun u and froget everythin about you? wat is it that i lack of? just wat is it>?

confused.

any one seen likable or not? the k-drama? got ani link for that drama? i wan to watch so much! eh! when i was askin around for links about k-drama! i heard tons of interestin facts bout ppl who enjoy watchin k-drama! i share some of the things i found out wif ur all! most ppl watch k-drama mainly becos of one reason! k-drama have good love story! beautiful scene! plus scenarios that makes the act so dreamy, touchin, lovely! but! that is not all! i also found out that there are 3 main types of k-drama which ppl indulge in! eh! i explain. ppl lyk me will lyk to watch k-drama which are more towards the side of happiness! as in, the actors will smile more! althought tears in k-movie is quite inevitable! next is that kind of ppl who lyks to watch a mixture of happiness and sadness! and lastly! to my surprised! most s'porean are saddist! they enjoy watchin k-drama wif cryin scene throu out the entire drama! is lyk so WTF! love wif no laughter dosent hurts ur hearts meh? maybe not! put do hurts mine! i don know y ppl enjoy cryin throu out the entire drama then lookin at another one where they don nid tears but blessin for the couples in the act.


first type: 85% laughter 15% tears
second type: 50% laughter and tears
third type: 90% tears and 10% laughter


*which one will u wan to watch?