First time in my life i have met with a customers who is very kp! very very kp! but nvm, my laughter subdue her,my words owned her! and my actions pwned HER!!! haha! stupid and fun experience~ BTW jem i have started readin wat u send me! and i tell u that was the most interestin thing i would wan to read! the tense and the descriptive use is marvellous. I was thinkin that if that person who wrote that holy thing wrote a book~ omg confirm best-seller! and ya! quite interestin at times! and i respected it well.... that thing was purely for my readin and yes i am impress with the story(FACT) .... well thanks for sendin me this! ty.

********merry christmas to all of u guys**************

eh! btw! 2/5 class chalet is at east coast on 3 jan! all MUS come! i invitin all! good food and lodgin will be provided! dependin on the numbers goin~ all muz pay 25 bucks! if the number shot over 25 then 20 bucks! the more the merrier! npc's also can come which include cr,wj,leon and xw! cos they r close enuff! beers of 50 dollars is provided by ME! ( as marc request) also as a way to treat u guys for me takin my pay! so hurry~ don consider animore! take ur respective off date! pay up and come! *vacancies while stock last! =D.

2/5 bbQ!

hey hey hey guys! I am really dam busy this few days okay! I know my blog is the pillar of strength for many of u guys so really veri sry for updatin the blog now! eh! the 2/5 chalet was a whole lots of fun and new exp so much so that i am openin another chalet at downtown east on the 31 of dec! interested ppl pls contact marcus!(psst: workin and earnin money is important but nth is more important than gatherin together and havin fun) so i sincerely hope that all of the 2/5 ppl can attend this!ask ur mother or boss to give u off this day la! ^^ and jovey had taken some picture of the passed chalet... take a look at it! don u think i look more handsome than jing han!haha! jkjk!omg!i got someone to help me clean the prawns! for later use! don i look super macho in this picture? wahahahahaha lazy marcus onli know how to sleep eat shit and con ur grandmother's money! lousy fellow=.= throwin yee wei down the pool! wtf! i tot that was suppose to be my job?
the place we are @! beautiful right! u wun think it is beautiful when ur hand is sandy and ur body is sticky aniway nice place!

there is still alot more pic! is just that i super tired and lazy to upload! beg me for the puc bah! haha! AND WR u still owe me money! don fake fake hor! =) until then~ pls make time for the chalet! love u guys!

bbq

Eh! i presume today! all the 4/4 guys and girls had fun huh! well heard from eric that the BBQ was fun ( too bad i did not attend) but most of ur had fun! that is the most important thing, well sry guys! i will try to make up for the gatherin nxt time....( i may be the host) well see about it first la cos i haven got my pay yet T.T. i started readin on this novel known as twilight, i tell ur all it's great,fantastic,marvellous... i love the phrase used.... and i belive there will be an esclipse where both the human and the non-human will meet~ well! it is nice anyway read it if u have the time. i met mr mohammad today, given him discount and eric ur book cos 25 dollars! so come buy it from me if u wan it!

'The sun will be out, as the nite passes. But the star symbolises hopes that i am placin on for a short esclipse where i can be wif u alone~ to tell u how i feel, to talk to u about our future, to tell u about our past! and most importantly to tell u i love u before everything turns into dust' >>>nice?

'o' lvl is over

wah! finally 'o' lvl is over le!!! that also means my secondary school life come to an end le! something great huh! =) i had achieve quite a number of things i wanted! had quite number of friends had quite a number of hates and likes.... i really misses messy school life, those days of fun yet enrichin way of life! i learnt to love and to hate! well yes! many of my friends guess quite correctly who i lyk! and yes i did try to achieve her but i found that it maybe better if we remain just friends. i don wan her to force herself into a stupid love tale neither do i wan her to feel bad about denyin me! maybe that is the best solution!

Also i started workin in popular bookstore situated at whitesand! it's a place with thousand of lovers and single... i am no kiddin! sometimes i felt that i am so blessed sometime i felt so down... they did have happy time together but also they are time when they fought with each others! erm! for my work.... it's quite interestin, i met quite alot of new friends(mostly girls) and have good seniors and manager who are eager to import me their skill! haha! i am workin as a cashier who stook at the counter all day... other then collectin money, i spent my time on novel which are interestin. learnt quite a number of things from that place. come to me nxt time maybe i will give u a discount, =)

read up quite alot of opinion on likin someone....wanted the answer to this question! until she crosses my path and i think i will say the solution is in her! well in the human hearts we fight 2 kinds of war, one is hate and the other is love! haha! i may had lost the war this time but i will win it the nxt time gettin quite stupid! well big thanks to all my friends....

AND a BIG SORRY for lionel! i don know u are so petty! aniway sry for wad i have done! blame myself for not bein mature enuff! anyway U have been a good friend and i thank you for that! haha =) so my sec school life ends here. may all of u have endin lyk fairy tales ( happily ever after) =) thankyou all.

(* if u still wan to stay wif contact to me u can leave a msg at the tag box otherwise best wishes)

hiax!

Seriously guys! i don know wat to post! cos nothing special happen in my life! hahaha~ eh! okay! i got this past friend who is gettin more n more handsome day by day!($!#$#!$%#) i hereby congrats him!heehee~ he had attitude problem now! and so i thought i wan u guys to know that popularity is only for a period of time, if u mistreat ur friend or forget where the water flows from(chinese) at the end u will find two side departin u! yea! sad thing right! haha~ my brother had been quite a bad boy recently n toyed with my phone! hope u guys don get disturb by him! in the past i always felt that i know love! but now because of an anime i found out that i actually don know wat is love~ heh! i think i know it but somehow i don... somehow i felt i am so far away from talkin about matters of the hearts... i am not sure how it feels to be in love! i don know how it feels to love someone! i don know how it feels to receive love! somehow, i only know how to hide wat i feels! >.< not because i am dumb or wan to attract attention but..but... but... to let the one i loved had a peace of mind! to let that someone know that i don nid to be by her side to love her~ somehow my animal instinct told me to hide it!haha~ maybe i am dumb maybe i have no guts! maybe...lol! I wish one day i could tell the one i love this!
ever since i met u!
tears kept flowin out out my eyes!
I ask the tears why?
thay told me that...
those pair of eyes had no space for them!

haha! quite stupid right!I have a thousand and one way to say i love u but will u have only one way to say i love u too? LOL! i felt dam confuse n retard! yea i am retard! low iq! but i wun lose to anione of u in my 'o's exam includin u cr! haha! sleep le nites!

exams over!

Hi guys! long time since i talk with u guys huh! Eh! i know my result interest some of u huh! well!i wun wan to hide it! i got 1c5 2d7 and the rest goes to c6! quite disgusting results huh! well i'm workin hard on it so that i don see this in my 'o' level cert and i'm certain that i will not see it!haha! that's life! ^^
well but i hope u guys did really great for ur prelims but i'm not surprise if ur achieve my level or even lower! REMEMBER! if things don work out this way twist and turn to reach ur goal! in this world there is no such thing as hopeless! rather there is things we known it as givin up! YEP! like wat evonne said:regret is the worst thing in life! we're still young and energy seem to be surging inside us! don lose that to a moment of despair make urself tired really tired in wantin to accomplish wad u aim for! i belive u can do it!
Eh! tell u guys, today I see for myself a guy with a tummy of at most 2 time my size goin out with a very cute girl!OMG! is that wat people know as love! I suddenly felt that all i lack from as compare to the guy was fats and confidence!haha! but all i want is confidence! I know i want to make her happy! I know i nid to do something! i know i nid her~ well! i'm a lousy loser!!! T.T (pls vote)

I want to be your arms, I want to feel your touch,
I want your lips on mine, I need you very much.
BUT will you ever agree? ......=.=

GOOD luck for 'o' lvl love u guys! always be my baby! eh! i meant always be my friends.

One week holiday!

this one week holiday can be said to be a week wasted also a week earned! As hee~hee~ i failed to touch any of my school work, NONE at all! therefore i said it's wasted!but also earned as i had plentiful of time to rest and eat! so don be shock to see how round i became when school reopen! also i used this school holiday to sort out my thoughts bout my friends!( because read a touchin book on it) and how i think my friends should be treated~ and how i should give them the respective respect,care and concern! U can say i learnt alot! u can also say i waste all my time on these things, but i know for myself that after the book on 'friends' this term have go one step deeper into my heart! therefore i started off this 'CRAZY' sms thingy! thanks here for those touchin, hurtin and interestin reply from all of u guys. e.g xia l@n king from wei jie. i hope u guys know, we are partin in a few months or so! it saddens me alot when my friends leave me, betray me or even hate me!(i know i may be hateful) because when i decided to be ur frens~ I cherish this bonds, i wan to protect u from all harm, i wan to be the first one to lend u a shoulder,I wan u to be happy, to be free, to live with no regrets! until i Cannot make it anymore!well! i seem to be childish! i seem to be lame! i may even seem to be stupid! but I really wan u guys to know how special ur all r! there is this term i lyk very much, "friends are the one who scold u,hit u and fought with u! but they r also the one who will fight with u, share ur joys and ur sorrow." yes! that happen to me before
this holiday also let me retrieve some of my old lost feelin's of the past contradictinly I also lost some of this feelin to the past..... hiax! u guys must be tired of all this huh!erm!okay! when school reopen i will be formin my own self-study group with high discipline standard... 3 places to anione interested! after school everyday study till 3plus 4 sms me if interested,ty.eh! don ask me who i lyk animore TOLONG!QUI QUI Ni! when the time is ripe i'll let u know! unless u wan to tell me that u lyk me! hee~hee~ k le! anione wan warcraft? i'm dyin for it!


Friendship is like a flower,
Glowing in its glory,
Each and every seed,
Telling its own story.

As each flower blooms,
And then continues to grow,
More of its strength and knowledge,
Continues to show.

And like a garden,
It blooms much more fair,
When carefully tended,
By those who care.

Once in a while,
You come acress a friend,
Who is as beautiful as a flower,
With a good heart to lend.

So I picked this flower,
And pulled it apart,
And soon all its pieces,
Grew into my heart.

But when I realized,
Is that this flower that grew,
Was not leaves and petals,
But pieces of you.

Your love and kindness,
Your strength and power,
Have helped me grow,
Into my own little flower.

And now with our friendship,
I'll never let go,
And we can help others,
To flower and grow.
* a copied poem with good writin enjoy!

prelims sux

=C finally the end of prelims, eh! this time i did study a little bit harder for the prelims examination but never did i expect the paper is more difficult then i have imagine one example is the POA paper!Omg lianghee give a 'A' level paper is it! write wrong huh! confirm flung! confirm die! HIAX! =( BTW! guys i know ur all care alot bout me but pls stop come and fan me bout who i lyk~ U know i wan to bury this name six million feets underground so that no one can ever find it and know one can ever disturb her! To me i felt that love is an affair between me and her! and if we really meant to be together no one can separate us for love is said to be the strongest magnetic bond in the world! but if she turn around and say "NO!" i will neither force her nor make her lyk me as i believe in her choice! YEP! that's me that jz! so when the day comes when i siad those magical words that change one's fate! and if she wans the whole world to know bout it so be it,if she wans to bury it i'll do it. She have my respect! i'm not good in hoaxin words but i do wat i promise! for u i promise to be a safety charm..... I PROMISED




For you my sweet angel I would die
I'd pick all the stars from the sky
And give them all just for you
To let you know how much I love you

My angel I'll love you thru all eternity
I would do anything for you sweetie
I wrote this poem from my heart
To let you know your my sweetheart

Please stay with me forever
Take my hand and lets be together
Lets fly up to the heavens above
And show everyone we are in love
(onli if u agreed! =( .........)

all take note

just a quick post! eh! quite recently i heard about the ********* of me! thanks for the overwhelmin support and time u put in to question me! >:( like i say, Y do ur wan to know about who she is? unless u wish to be that unfortunate one! haha! U know until now! I still think that i have no rights to like the other girl or worst still stead with her even though i really like her cos if we go out ppl will different discriminate the girl by sayin things like she must be despo that kinda thing..... I felt that it would be better to leave her alone and watch her from the dark! do u think so? i not prefect that is very obvious, but now i 'm tryin to go to a prefect person! wish me success baH! cos i will make it no matter wad. Hey girl just remember that although U're not the prettiest,not the richest or the cleverest BUT U are the one and only out of the so many i fall for. U can say it is luck, fate or even life that this happen but i will blame it on some specialty U have which others don't. Ur smile and laughter are like river flushes me away from U! Ur emoness and tear are like magnet pull me towards u! but pls don cry rather than smile cos I'll be there whenever wherever U wanted! just note that i wrote this! U are not alone! okay guys good luck for ur exam! and ur 'o's and don becos U wan my concern u deliberately fail okay! i will still shower U love,concern and care if U pass! for me... eh! i think i go study now le!

Hey! wad sup guys! u know actually i shouldn't be doin this cos my prelims are comin and i still got a lot to catch up~ U know.... sleepin,gamin and disturbin is my favorite hobby when the teacher are shoutin for their life out on the battlefield!So i'm always the one who don know anithin or everythin but with the help of some good friends, i manage to make it here safely! haha! okay lets start! national day celebration was fun, althought our class did not manage to make it to the gold for floorball and basketball! but they were really fun! btw! grtaz maisul and pals for winnin the socccer on friday! yea! ur're great! class-t was nice better then jem's! haha ^.^.NDP so-so~,warcraft so~so my life also so~so nth special.JUST THAT I FINALLY SAW SOMEONE TRUE COLOUR! haha! =.= everythin great! chiongin to prelim! may i and all my friend get A's for their prelim and 'o'! dearest jz! Eh! last thing ~ my nick is DEVUL not devNl, and for goodness sake call it correctly! ty

I wan to change myself!

hi! all my friends,buddies and darlin! quite long time no see! i mean quite some time seem we met or talk to some of U guys~ :) hope all of u r not havin any terror tearin up a parkin lot coupon... or experience somethin wierd in this hungry ghost month! but aniway if u have ani interestin stories pls tell me.ty :D i wrote this thing today~ because i felt there are to many thing happenin around me and most of it belongs to the group which brought unhappiness for the bearer! and alot of it got to do with me! So i think about it! and found out that it should be me that my friends start to react to me lyk that.... i meant it should me my fault!I mean #$%#$%3 I am the main cos of unhappiness and i muz change or else i will be the next loner on earth! so pls treat this as apologisin.... i don ask for anithin but i wan u all my victims to see me repentin~

kovit- Sry! for not tellin u the truth! T.T
lionel-SRY for that hand on ur head and those unpleasant words use T.T
eric-Sry for bullyin u! T.T
clarence-Sry bout makin fun out of u! T.T
shuwen-Sry bout sayi ur house got no mirror T.T
sansan-Sry bout sayin u r black T.T
shanice-Sry for sayin that u r round T.T
adeline-Sry for all that u r unhappy bout T.T
weiren-Sry for forgettin ur geo notes T.T
yingsiew-Sry for forgettin ur geo notes T.T

SRY for everythin i have done that upset the rest out there! really really sry!

Guys!in a bad mood this week! T.T becos i fought with one of my very good friend!very very good friend..... I don wan to say wat happen between the 2 of us and i don wan to know wat will happen to the both of us! but i will think it positively! Yesterday night..... i broke my oath and scold some very very vulgar language! but worst of all i scold it to one of my dearest friend.... therefore I'm stillin feelin very down even until now! SO guys pls don said i shilian okay! I nvr in my whole secondary life tang guo lian ai okay! so i cannot shilian! =.=.... i am in a complete blank situation not knowin wat to do..... or how to carry on! should i live the way i'm doin now? live the way i'm before? ~BLANK~ I really lyk and hate him! when he acknowledge me i felt as happy as a god but when he gave me that **** face i felt very sad! and as he talk to me I turned from sad to fumin mad! but for all he do i still look forward him as a big brother! as a real friend of mine!SOmetime i blame myself for havin itchy hands but when i think of it I blame him for not listenin to me..... and when i thought further! i know that he is in bad mood that day! so i apologized! but all i did was reward with one hard,cold and painful word......"diam" tell me guys wat the hell i did wrong and wat the hell i should do....... i am goin to break soon!(just jokin) +) Friendship is like glass, once it's broken it can never be fixed to the same standard as it was made. therefore i am tryin to protect it! >.< life's hard! wun cry!,wun lower my head twice!


Broken Friendship

A tear is shed for broken hearts,
As Faithful friends, do depart,
A wasted bond which has been spun,
Weakened, battered and undone,
And always vengeance in the way,
But still their tears drop, day by day,
Wishing things could mend and heal,
But anger is all they wish to feel,
Scared to admit that they may long,
To one day, fix the things gone wrong.
But till the day of mended pain,
Both shall struggle to maintain,
Their ignorance to their mistakes,
Their empty care that friends did break,
No one knows, what future holds,
But two true friends do unfold,
It came so quick, without demand,
But as for now, it’s in their hands,
For neither knows what other feels,
But both must know what all is real,
The memories of the endless times,
The pain that seems in constant rhyme,
The mending power which they confer,
The reality of longing for,
And now lies the day which needs an end,
To leave it stay as broken friends,
Or to work for things that they do long,
But either way, they should move on.

Feelin happy! =) lost weight!

HI guys! how ur week? havin fun? bullying lim liang hee? OR just felt lyk comin here for free air-con....said by the great NARNIA beast lionel leow! I think maybe he got pretty tired of playin with xuan yan,U know to raise up a baby in SINGAPORE nowadays is lyk tryin to cultivate roses in the middle of a desert! if not handle with care both the flower and the human will suffer or even worst enter a dimension where u nid to fork out money to buy some light bulbs! not to mention n this inflation period..... it is as thought tryin to cultivate a rose in the middle of the sand storm..... tiring,stressful and forceful! also would lyk to thank jaiver for his DRAMAstic support for my blog!thanks bro!okay! I will start with my life! once upon a time in the land of singapore, over there live a giant that have ever increasin gravity, every steps he took he damage the ground use for farmin! every sweat he shed cause a heavy storm for the fisherman! every time he ate! the villagers will have insufficient food for 3 whole days! one fine fine day! the giant look at happy couple bein together..... he felt that if he don do somethin to mother earth core and keep lettin gravity act on his huge ball of mass,he would be left out......... alone! so finally he use all the spade he could find to dig a whole straight down to the core where mantle was scorchin bblllsssss..sss.s.ss..s..s! he try to use his salive to extinguish that ball of fire,but no matter how hard he tried...... that ball was still bblllsssss..sss.s.ss..s..s burnin non-stop! he crawl out of the hole and force all his friends to accept him as a prince! but non of them accepted him and some even threaten to hang himself if the giant forces him to say that he is a prince! sad and dishearted.... the giant cried out loud.... his voices echos throught the night bringin fear and sendin free air-con services for some of the villager as they felt he was a tua-bui-baby! LOL! then a group of villagers came to the giant! maybe they could not take his natural amplifier and told him that U are a good man! LIVE lyk one! FIGHT lyk one! and DIE lyk one! the giant begin to live the way he was and found happiness...... onli throught belivin urself! belive wad u are and acceptin it or changin it will giv u happiness! guys! i lost 5kg ^^!! yea! lighter giant>.

I lay my love on YOU!

Sometimes at night,
When I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you,
And then ask myself "why?"

"Why do I love you?"
I think and smile,
Because I know,
The list could run on for mile.

The whisper of your voice,
The warmth of your touch,
So many little things,
Make me love you so much.

The way you support me,
Even my silly notions,
The way that you care,
And show such devotion.

The way that your lips moved,
Fills me with desire,
And how you look at me,
With the warmth of a fire.

The way your eyes shine,
When you look at me,
Lost with you forever,
Is where i want to be.

The way that I feel,
When you are by my side,
A sense of completion,
And overflowing pride.

The dreams that I dream,
That all involve you,
The possibilities that I see,
The things that we can do.

How you finish the puzzle,
That lies inside my heart,
How deep in my soul,
You are a very important part.

I could go on for days,
Telling of what I feel,
But all you really must know is...
My love for you is real.

Hell with parkin coupon!

Hi guys! long time no see, i mean alot of day nvr see,i mean quite some time seem we met! wat wrong with me? last time it is because of crap and crab! now it is because of time...#%$@#% okay! aniway hi guys! i went to work today, like any usual Saturday!but i was given a task of tearin a parkin coupon so that the traffic police cannot summon me! lyk wat they did to most of ur daddy's,mummy's car ^^! when i tore the year,a cool breeze flinched my backbone...all the way from the top right to the bottom,i then slowly removed the section for the month!my eyeballs went white,as if there was some unholy thingy sitting beside me! then i took a sip of coffee,which gushes down my throat lyk a waterfall.The feelin of caffeine roamin inside the tubes of my body is just great!I took a deep deep breath,slowly i poke my fingers into the date section.... I saw a world of completely emptiness,I saw the border of bein so close to dead but still yet alive,it was as thought I were parachutin and i found that my main parachute wasn't workin! it was as thought god came to me and say this is ur last and final time,fail! and u will never be able to purchase a light bulb from him and can stay forever in hell! >.< now! ur all know how much is it a horror to tear a parkin lots coupon! ti was as if 50 tons of rice is thrown onto ur back!
actually the scary part is not visualisin but thinkin!....... don get the wrong idea that i am bein lazy or have consume some unprescribed by the doctors and need a visit to the mental hospital! no okay! i am fine! is just that when i tore the coupon I saw 'o'level bein so close! at a faster pace then any jet plane u see! at a unstoppable rate! T.T felt lyk cryin! cos got no idea what the hell i'm doin the past few months! arrgh! alot of catchin up to do!GUYS hope ur are PREPARIN for that very last blow! U will always have my support cos i have fate in u! feelin stress or down,come find me?( expert in counsellin) nah! lyin nia!i no expert in anithing! k liao! go to some work le miss u guys!

I wish to buy a 10 storey HDB flat from jing han,
fill it up with different things at different floor!
1st floor would be a beach,
which i can be with u all the way till dawn!
2nd storey can be a kitchen,
where i can cook u my food with love!
3rd floor should be a gigantic bathtub,
A place we can talk all our way till dusk!
4th storey must be a theater,
and we will record our very own couple piece!
5th floor will be made into a very very large bed,
so as to hump u to sleep every night!
6th storey is to be made into a play room,
plannin for both of our very own masterpiece!
7th floor could be made into a large diary,
the place to record all my love for u!
8th storey is our livin room,
a location where we play pillow war!
9th storey will become our very own sport stadium,
to jog with u all till dusk break!
the 10th and the final place will be a place i never wish u to go,
An escape route to the present world.....
because all i ever hope for
is a home consistin of YOU!as the female master!

jing han i pay U on interest can? pls la! lend me money! for my future de!

who wans a crab!

Hi guys! how r ur? feelin lyk crap? wan to eat crab? or wan to steal crab? okay let me stop myself from sayin this kind of crap! Arrghh! just stop the stupid crap thingy can mah!okay! Be steady! take in a deep breath and say! crab!@#@#$%$!Enough......!Lol! I blog this today because i got no time to blog on this monday! I felt lyk crappy that day! felt lyk a crab in a pot! felt lyk I may lost myself to the crap world! still feelin crappy until now! okay!aniway special THANKS to Dawn,san san,xuleng,shanice,jermaine,eric,ming han and KOVIT! really love and hate u guys! u make me felt lyk a crab that day! extinguish my crap feelin! and gave me a crappy birthday! Never in the name of any holy god I met,I would expect to recieve such a glamorous,cute,sexy,cool and even similar lookin figurine of me~~ although the head is a little bigger than mine! and never never did i expect that all of u care so much for me! OMG! Ur all did the most most unexpected thing in my life! for that Ur all shorten my life span by one year!OMG until now i still don know wat to say! I don think a million thanks would be enough!a billion would be too little! but a trillion is a little too much! lol! just jokin lah! happy for the gift ur gave me really really happy bout it! but the thing i am most contented about is that the pooh looks exactly lyk me! chey! no lah! the most contented thing is that I know ur all for not say quite long but ur all gave me the present which some of my best best frens did not manage to give! for that I am happy that I met u guys! may whatever god in the holy universe give u all the CRAP u nid!haha~!but i know u guys enjoy seein me out of speech right! bad boys and girls! especially the siao ting tong! haha! one phrase I would use to describe our bonds! friendship Bonds forge by LOVE! from today onwards I swear to my winnie the pooh! that i will love u guys,protect u guys and fight with u guys today,tmr and tha day after~ until the day when all of u falls!or else i will never leave! always fightin hard by ur sides! Ur beloved friends JIA ZHEN! with love!

If I were a memory I’d hold you there forever
Reminding you of the good times we shared together

If I were a smile on your face I would stay
Never to let sadness chase me too far away

If I were a teardrop I’d roll gently down from your eyes
Not to burn much but to mend your sweet cries

If I were a hand I’d want you to hold me in your own
Carry me through life .. even when I’m grown

If I were feet I would stay inline with you
So I could be with you in all that you do

If I were a shadow I would always follow
We’d face things together in all the tomorrows

If I were pain I’d stay far away from the start
To make sure you never felt me or I never broke your heart

If I were a song I’d be a sweet sound to your ears
To keep up your hopes and carry you through the years

If I were strength I’d give you my all
I’d hold you high and never let your fall

If I were your heart I’d be steady and true
I’d be there in every beat; staying strong for you

For all I am, I am your friends
that will be right here for you!
and always by your sides if your head ever turn!
today,tomorrow,forever~eternal!

birthday

Okay! yesterday is my birthday!It ended the way it was suppose too! so don wish me belated birthday anymore pls!thank you! erm! my birthday wish is for all ur guys and me to do well in our 'o's and i know ur guys can do it..... but doubt a little for me! btw i wan to declared something.......
the rumour that have recently been past down my the siao ting tong eric ting is unreal de! Dawn and mie are just normal friends! pu-tong pen you! nothing of that sort! no even somewhere near for now!future are hard to predict! u never know who god will put me up with! not to mention i also don know it myself!maybe..... or maybe not....... or even don think about it! so pls hor! stop this stupid thing leh! best present for me liao le lor! at least ask for our approval before startin it! cos not funni at all =.=! damm childish! heard from some of u guys that the oral is difficult! muz go prepare liao! but how to prepare?no idea about it!thanks guy for the present and those for the wishes! may i hope that ur will be the happiest living mammal on earth! erm! last thing! hope that picture is my future with my best love ones!


If i have onli one minute with you!
i will fill it up with I love U!
if i have one hour with you!
i wan to cling on tight to you!
half day will be just nice!
i will hold ur hand till the day turns night!
one night will be a little too much,
keepin u warmth throughout the night!
one week will be more than enough,
to show my love for u is more than enough!
with a month which is a little too much,
to make u as happy as a nut
a year will be wat i ask,
to safeguard u at the back of my heart!
a decade is wat u need,
our house maybe somewhere down the street!
but infinite should be the key,
becos' my love for you never cease!

Love needs no mouth to tell! but a heart to feel!!!
( love is lyk bein a girl,if u have to tell someone u are. u aren't!)
I don nid eternal and forever!!!
but i love to hav today,tmr and the day after!

last post until ......

yoz frens! its has been quite sometime since I did some serious postin! BTW,how are u guys doing? prepare for ur 'o's? how is ur relationship? everlastin? eternity? but most importantly y did u visit my blog? =.=!! finish ur homework got nth to do? quarrel with ur family or friends? bored? feelin lame? or just interested in my life? hope so!!! but sry to disappoint u guys! cos update may not be that common animore, 'o's is comin!!! mother is naggin!!! memory is fadin!!! books are flyin!!! not a good thing to be celebrated about!!! but aniway! today i got to play badminton with a few fools,enjoyed myself cause quite fun indeed..... eat some lame stuff!!! but got a horror of my life"arrrrrrghhhhhh" actually not quite a horror la! is just a pig gainin more gravity on a weighin scale! I have been facin those numbers on the scale for years!!! too numb to fill anithing le la! always love u guys!!! don miss me hor! but if u r a girl go on ahead! ^^!~woo~~woo~~ k le! end to this lame blog!

You made me laugh when I cried so hard
You gave me strength to cover my flaw(weight)
You held me close when I was so cold
You offered a comforting hand to hold

You picked me up whenever I fell
You showed me heaven when I was blinded by hell
You answered my calls in the darkened night
You gave me the reasons to hold on and fight

You rescued me when I was drowning in pain
You placed me back on the right path again
You loved me forever and stayed by my side
You entered my heart as an angel to guide

You may not be with me so much anymore
But I know you will leave open a beckoning door
I miss you so much but I'll fight till the end
I love you so much my lovable friend.

copy a little but the main idea is there enjoyed!!!

Today i watch"the blog" on chnnlU, they talk about people being quiet!!! shh!! after that show! i pause and wonder to see if i met this kind of people or even have this kind of friends. WOW!!!!! I think I met some of them before!!! NOW! i understand wad they wan to be feel lyk, how they wanted to be treated. For them PEACE is the best medicine and laughter may be thei worst NIGHTMARE! they are some group so special that nid less care,less love, less concern and most importantly less SPEECHES to survived. They are lyk flower who can exclude fertilizer,water,sunlight and maybe even carbon dioxode to develop their cold and cool thinkin! sool huh! now i think i can better handle them le! haha!!! foolish of me!!! they r lyk that not emo!!! haha!!!! slow!!!


If I had 1 wish
It would be to give you a long and tender kiss
If I had 2 wishes then
I would choose to do it over again
3 wishes you say
I would have kisses for a night
4 wishes would not be too many
10 kisses will be what i ask for
5 wishes might be too much
Then I would choose for a gentle touch
wrap my arms around you
until day melts into night
6 wishes would be very nice
I could hug you more than twice
7 could be what I need
But only if you really agreed
To talk with you into the night
Till day breaks with early morning light
8 wishes I will ask
Would you grant me this tender loving task
9 wishes, no one get so many
I think that 9 would be more than plenty
What I really want is wish number 10
This very wish would make me the happiest of men
I would kiss you
I would hold you
I would love you
I would give you my heart and life

T.T but until now!!!! i cant even get one HIAX!!!

OIE!OIE! those out there mai copy wo de poem hor!!! got copyright de hor!!! not for u then mai copy!(erm! develop from chapter song!)

eggs & love-theory

Hiax! today i been cookin eggs for my family..... quite a borin day.... but then I thought of somethin which i think is so interestin that i must share with U guys...... Days ago someone 'quite' special ask me for my definition of love!!!! Hiax! at that moment I felt lyk wtf!!! then i spoke some bullshit...... until today...... I think i found my purpose or definition of love!!! (althought may seem quite bullshit to some of u guys but that is truly wat i felt or wat i think love would be!) to me i think that all woman are lyk EGGS!!! no offend!! same goes for relationship too!!! if u keep the eggs well,protect it from humid places,keep it away from harmful germs, the egg probably wun get spoilt so easily... same goes for relationships if u protect it,take care of it,show it with ur love,care and concern!!! it probably tends to last longer!!!if u play with the eggs everyday..... u probably get tired soon!! similarly if u go out with ur stead to often u probably be very SIAN! of it one day!! but if u leave the egg in the frigde for too long...... u may forget u actually hav one egg!!! same goes for relationships!!! lastly if u treat the egg on the pant to harshly!!!! the eggs together with the oil may actually hurt u causin u to lose the egg, but if u treat it to softly, u may lost the egg without even noticin it!!! same goes for ur relationship to a girl? NOW NOW!!! after all i had said don u think love!!! or" true love" is very complicated and nid a lot of care,time,hardwork in mantainin and preservin or even gettin start with!!!! I am not sure if i am ready for that challenge but i certainly don wish to fail the ones around me!!! IF i must be a egg!!! i will giv my master protein,fats and all the calcium she nids!!! cos that is me and that wads i think really is me!!!! for all those who choose sexual desire on my blog !!!! 4 letter ****.


I thank God he sent you to me,
For you and I were meant to be,
We have a bond too strong to break,We have a LOVE no one can take.

In you, I have found a love so true,
My heart is filled with LOVE for you,
Everytime I see you, my heart skips a beat, You make my life whole, you make my life complete.

My love for you grows more with each passing day, The though of your gorgeous face takes my breath away: Those brown eyes fill my soul with happiness. Those luscious lips I love to kiss.

The day when I become your man , Will be the happiest day of my life, Even thinking of that day makes me smile, I can't wait to walk down the aisle.

I dream of that day when we'll both say, "I DO" For always and forever.
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

SO WILL U PLS BE MY EGGS?

for YOU are the one that giv me energy to live!!!!"I do"

singapore poly

Yesterday, the open house for Singapore poly..... wj, me, leon and xuan wei went over for a look........ WOW!!!! and we got a veri precious lesson!!!!! WOW!!! which is never to choose tourism with a L1R4 of 12 and above cos more than 200++ person is snatchin for a position of 100 in SP. HIAx! i think can go aim for my butcher liao la!(Gone Case) T.T after that I went to shoppin with kovit and eric, although i didn't buy any thing but it was sure fun!!

In this world!
there are 8 kind of love!
parental love: parents love towards their children.
luxury love: a likin for someone cos he/she is rich.
immature love: a likin for someone cos by the immature thinkin.
sexuality love: a likin for someone cos he/she can fill ur sexual desire.
monetary love: a relationship bought via $$
playtime love: havin a relationship as a playtime appetizer
true love: no definition (each ppl have different view)
objectivity love: a likin particular object

Without you, the city falls asleep softly,
Without you, the color disappears slowly,
Without you, the trees forget the wind,
Without you, the night is chagrined.

Without you, my music does not amaze,
Without you, my hours are days,
Without you, my heart gets bored,
Without you, my steps are too heavy and not labored.

Without you, my thoughts prevent me from going to bed,
Without you, I do not distinguish the horizon ahead,
Without you, there are no heavens,
Without you, the time forgets its reasons.

Without you, I am afraid of the next day not chosen,
Without you, the haze conceals the splendid ocean,
Without you, I do not figure or picture anything pleasant,
Without you, I am wondering this question at this moment...

My love, where are you hidden?
Without you, my happiness is forbidden,
My heart without you, is not at all replete,
My life without you, is so incomplete...

SO COLD AND DARK!!!!!

for my most well repected teacher

....... guys, today i did a very stupid thing...... because i was afraid of gettin scoldin........ i skip Mrs choo class.......... not thinkin of the consequence.......... not thinkin if I done it right.......... not thinkin of 'HER' feelin..........I am sorry Mrs choo....... although i know this is all to late, sry that I did that out of my own selfishness to you.I don think I have the courage or the right to ever face u again...... I betray the trust u given to me again and again!!! without appreciatin how much trust, how much love,sweat,blood and faith U've given me!!! until now it was all to late!!! I did not think of ur feelin as I act!!! how the could hell did I turn to be so selfish!!! I hate myself!!! Like i said before U're a great teacher...... some really really great one...... cos U're one teacher who input alot of trust in ur student,U gave us freedom of choice,respect,care and many precious guidance that never one teacher I had gave me!!! I hate myself!!! because other than words of apologies........... I really don know what i can do to repent for my mistakes!!! I hope U are here to witness this,I do not dare to ask for ur forgival!!! I do not have the courage to up hold my words and promises to u!!! but I do wan to tell the world somethin.... I do wan to tell the school something.... and i do wan to tell my friends somethin...... that no matter wat u do,no matter how much U scold.... no matter how much anger vent on me in my heart,in my mind,in my blog,in my life U're still the "BEST BEST TEACHER I EVER HAD! AND I EVER WISH TO HAD" all i wan now is to say thank you teacher.And for my friends who still uphold her trust! pls do not misuse it! treat it as somethin more unquie,more beautiful and more expensive then a dragon horn!!!

I never mean to hurt u
the way I know I have.
Your trust means more to me
than anything and I'll do whatever it takes

Since the day I met you and
your words touched my heart
U shower me trust,care,concern and respect
I knew that my life would never be the same

Please forgive me for the my stupidity act.
I'll make it up to you every chance I get
I'll respect u.... understand u....
You have my words and my respect forever and ever.

I AM SORRY!!!

...... words from the bottom of my hearts.......

...number pattern...

I never expected my love life gossip would be quite popular among my friends,but.... as uncertainty level rose.... guesses were made...... and rumor soon spread .Hence this shows both a positive and a negative sign,positve in the sense of their care and concern level for me,neagtive in the sense that they confuse the crowd with different opinion of wat they think I like!!! hiax!!! sad lehx.... but similarly I am happy also... so should i say thank you or oie! wat u think U are doin!Btw for those interested pls relax!!! chuan tao jiao tou zi ran zhi!!! when the boat touches the port it naturally become straight!! Ur will know the ans eventually!!. so i think i should say thanx for ur concern and ur patience? haha!!! I hate extra lesson organise by our school the principal dam kiao ** leh!! ppl school onli 2 days!! my school is lyk so many days!! hiax!!! ENDURIN SUCESS!!! GIANT SLAYIN MENTALITY!!! HIGH ACHIEVER!!! LEFT RIGHT BRAIN!!! they brought no change to my life T.T hiax!!!!!!

A thousand of word,
A hundred of term,
A million of phrase,
A billion of noun,
To describe my feelin for u.

A thousand kind of ways,
A million time of attemptin,
A trillion amount of hrs spent,
A billion ways of approach,
I still can't hold u tight.

A million of ways used,
A hundred of methods applied,
A trillion time of tryin,
An infinite amount of pills consumed,
I still can't stop thinkin of u at nite.

I don nid ani returns from u,
I don wan any lies for comfortin,
I don expect ani placin in ur heart,
I don wish for ur love,
all I wan........is
U to show some appreciation.....
say thank you.......
and never delete me from ur sight.....

*I cant promised to be the most handsome one,
I cant promised to be the richest one,
But.........
I can promise.......
I love YOU more than anyone!!!!

declaration

Birthday......

hiax!!! my my..... why all the people in the world come and wish me happy brithday when it isn't my birthday =.=! anyway I felt that they have the heart to remember and wish me a good year wish i am very grateful about.... I must say that i am shock by the over-whelmin 'wishin and blessin' i received from all my friends. aniway thank you guys... ur're great.... erm! I should rephrase it as ur're extradinary great,love u all! today is the first 'o' lvl paper....(nvm I got $$ for second try)T.T. my birthday is on 27 of june hope ur don forget^^! and all the best for ur papers!

* may call ur out on june to celebrate my birthday... so if pls leave a date u're free on,on the chat box!!! ty.


I'm so sad and depressed
all I want to do is to rest
I go to sleep at night
But my dreams I just can't fight

I think of you lying in that bed
And wonder if there is anything I could have said
I wish you were still here
But I know that you are nowhere near

I love you more than you ever would know
I just wish you didn't have to go
I just want one more day with you
to let me pour my thoughts into you

I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more I had to say
but as i began to look away
another me long to stay......

I do not care
whether you are black or white
if you have loud or soft
cos i love you the way you are

i intend to continue that way
that direction,that route
that path & that road
to LOVE you from the deep of my heart....


......cos this is me & this is how i made up......

food fair

I heard from the news that there was a truck carryin full of medical supply that drove into the shop to sell it off in CHINA,si-chuan province. Shock and disgusted was the only words i can use to describe my thoughts and feelin then........ how could somne one do such inhuman act when the whole village is dyin how could him........ I questioned myself if this wat Confucian's teachin are made up of.......but i realise these are not becos those already lost their mind to profit and cash.
I went to food fair with lionel, jermaine, eric and lucas on friday this week, one word to describe my trip 'fresh'. Here are some photo taken hope ur enjoy it.

china death toll increasin

wah! a few more days to Vesak day!! the birth of the enlighten one..... my god la!!!but china death toll was still expectin to increase leh!!! i really feel sad for the victim of the earthquake.I thought of it and understand how difficult are this people who r askin to for a chance to survive and how easily people gave up their life to the death god,what is this people who are struggling for every means and way to survive and people who are askin for god to end their life, don they know if their life ends here they will not end anithin but start the sufferin of their love ones,i had a old friend who told me that teacher and the exam results are givin him/her too much stress and might want to considered the unholy way.He/she expect me to give him some concern and words of advise never to expect that i will call him/her and shout at him/her.LOL!!!!!! when did i become a weirdo hiax!!!

people say,there is no such things as eternal love.....
U made me understand that although there isn't eternal love there is eternal memory,
Families told me that love can't filled one's stomach....
but u made me understand that love can fills one's thoughts,
Friends say that love is an emotionless ghost that haunt those in it.....
but u made it clear that it is more of and angel that embrace those in it,
Teachers say that love is a waste of youth and time....
u made me appreciate love more than my youth and time,
Goverment say,love is way far for us....
U made me realise what importance isn't our age but our time spend together

it was u and onli u who made it clear that i do have a life to continue....


...................pls spare the victim god...............

for those who visit my blog pls pray for the victim...... thanx!!!!

dream

Today i had a dream, not quite a bad one but neither something good....... lol wat the hell am i talking about. okay! the dream goes lyk this... i was all alone by myself in a small corner and all my friends left me!!!! I was really scare so I cried and shouted for help because the feelin of friendless and helpless is just veri unbearable.So i cried I cried ,and i cried until i woke myself up with tears all around my face poor thing right.... lata on tonite i will be goin to sing karaoke!! wonder if it will be fun^^ but i hope so!!!

if there is a nid to wait,
I will wait.....
if there is a demand to love,
I will love......
but if there for us nid to hate,
U can never find me to hate
cause I will never hate u,
no matter wat u do or how u do......
my heart will always be there......
cause i am made for u........
and onli for YOU.........


.......................... i hate dreamin...........................

survey results

arrrrrrrrrgghhhhh!!!!!! i cannot take it anymore!!!! my Chinese teacher dam ****** keep on suan me!T.T is it past life time i offended her or is it this life i offended her to make her hate me so much."wah! 56 ar!" wth lyk i cannot get 56 lyk that. y she every time lyk that de!!! china so many people die....(sob) sometimes i really feel uncertain about god's intention!Y does he or she wans to create humans and destroys his or her's own word forcefully... inhumanly! I am prayin for the ease of the departure souls from the world and also for the safety of all my love ones, if anything should happen to them i would feel worst and i wan to be the last one to feel it especially ' that one' cos if anything is to happen to u i will be the one to suffer..... so take care of urself.

The below shows the survey results:
HOW MANY % OF MY WORDS CAN BE TRUSTED
- chiou torng 55% - weiren 80%
- kunlong 50% - jaiver 85%
- huiyee 80% - ying siew 1%
- jovey 0% - clarence 80%
- wei jie 80% - xuan wei 80%
- kovit 85% - eric 80%



HOW MUCH DO U WAN TO BE MY FRIENDS RATE FROM 1-5
- chiou torng 3.5 - weiren 4
- kunlong 4 - jaiver 5
- hui yee 4 - ying siew 4
- jovey 0 - clarence 5
- wie jie 5 - xuan wei 4.5
- kovit 5 - eric 5
- lionel 5 - zhi yun 5


big thanks to those who join in the survey........

A walk that seem 10 miles away,
A mouth that seems to stone all days,
A jar filled with hope and care,
A heart felt with love and concern,
A childish thinkin that this is impossible,
A pain i felt when i lost u...
A step i move closer to you!
A love runnin far away!
A step i move nearer to u!
Another story fadin away!
A slight movement to touch you
my happiness smilin away!
.........
A love meant for you and only you
make me feel lyk u are my everyday!

My Grades

Hi guys! I writing this cos ur kept askin for my results. Erm! by the way I oso know of some friends who did not do that well either, rather then discouraging or actually makin use of this as and opportunity to laugh at those who u dislike,I think that we or u should show some care & concern for them cause u might not know but ur every move means a lot of different for them. My results until now are still so-so,but with a high possibility of failin english and a 100% possibility of failin my physic.From wad i heard from others senior and school teachers, mid year paper are normally harder, cause teachers wans the student to actually buck up for their studies and be fully prepared for the comin 'o's exam so if u did not do as well, pls do not get too depressed over it, but if u done well gratz u for that and keep it up cause slackin away will bring u no where.And if u did not get as good as expected learnt from ur mistakes and carry on strivin, I trusted all my friends in gettin good results and i know ur can do it cause, althought i have foolish or lazy friends who did not score but i strongly believe if they put in their hundred % they may be the next most sucessful businessmen we see on tv,or even the most popular doctor in singapore.Cause i belive all of them have a dream and that is what drives them to unrealistic limits or even force them to go beyond it.All the way, my friends,my laughter and my joy.... my dear puppeteers.


remember: knowing what u want show ur destination
but........
doing what u want shows ur road to ur destination.


To all of my friends and those who think
they are a friend of mine.

Some one asked me today what exactly are angels to me,those with a Florence lamp on top of their heads? those who have white wings behind? or those young babies flyin all around the skies? after some thoughts and deep thinking, i finally got a solution to the answer.



My life is filled with 3 angels,
Each of them got different technique to keep me goin,
One is my keenest listener,
Another is my best encourager,
last one is my best adviser,
All of them shown me directions,care and concern,
They are always out there to be on the front line,
This wingless angels,
blessed me,protected me and guided me,
Through my darkest hours in life,
Hence it make wat i am today... frens forevea



thanks for wat u 3 did, ur are great, my life wouldn't be better without anyone of u.thanx alot.

I am a creation of my family & friends,
with all part of my body attached to strings,
when he held the right string up,I frowned
when she pulls the left string around,I cried,
when he shaked those strings about,I danced,
when she release the top 3 strings,I smiled,
but as they played with me,I felt warmth,
but when they ignored me,I felt thorns,
they gave me life,emotion & happiness,actin as a lubricant tokeep my heart poundin,
they showered me with care,concern & love,
providing me with the courage and energy to go on,
if I were to be asked my most important in life,
I'll not be my live,career or finance...
As compared to those,
It will be my dear puppet masters.


My new blog hope u guys enjoyed it.

*the result of the survey u guys did will be out in a few days time.ty guys
( feel free for any comment.thanx)