Friday, May 30, 2008

for my most well repected teacher

....... guys, today i did a very stupid thing...... because i was afraid of gettin scoldin........ i skip Mrs choo class.......... not thinkin of the consequence.......... not thinkin if I done it right.......... not thinkin of 'HER' feelin..........I am sorry Mrs choo....... although i know this is all to late, sry that I did that out of my own selfishness to you.I don think I have the courage or the right to ever face u again...... I betray the trust u given to me again and again!!! without appreciatin how much trust, how much love,sweat,blood and faith U've given me!!! until now it was all to late!!! I did not think of ur feelin as I act!!! how the could hell did I turn to be so selfish!!! I hate myself!!! Like i said before U're a great teacher...... some really really great one...... cos U're one teacher who input alot of trust in ur student,U gave us freedom of choice,respect,care and many precious guidance that never one teacher I had gave me!!! I hate myself!!! because other than words of apologies........... I really don know what i can do to repent for my mistakes!!! I hope U are here to witness this,I do not dare to ask for ur forgival!!! I do not have the courage to up hold my words and promises to u!!! but I do wan to tell the world somethin.... I do wan to tell the school something.... and i do wan to tell my friends somethin...... that no matter wat u do,no matter how much U scold.... no matter how much anger vent on me in my heart,in my mind,in my blog,in my life U're still the "BEST BEST TEACHER I EVER HAD! AND I EVER WISH TO HAD" all i wan now is to say thank you teacher.And for my friends who still uphold her trust! pls do not misuse it! treat it as somethin more unquie,more beautiful and more expensive then a dragon horn!!!

I never mean to hurt u
the way I know I have.
Your trust means more to me
than anything and I'll do whatever it takes

Since the day I met you and
your words touched my heart

U shower me trust,care,concern and respect
I knew that my life would never be the same

Please forgive me for the my stupidity act.
I'll make it up to you every chance I get
I'll respect u.... understand u....
You have my words and my respect forever and ever.

I AM SORRY!!!

...... words from the bottom of my hearts.......


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