NEVER endin bus ride!!! -.-( not ghost story for goodness sake)

First of all i wish everyone who see this post a very happy lunar new year~ ^^ ~ lunar new year is quite fun for me,win quite alot of pocket money,ate quite alot of tibits,get quite a number of hong bao, drank quite alot of alcohol,had alot of fun and most important- gain quite a number of kilo's.... T.T but all worth it la!

Wah! dam sian leh~ just fought wif my mother...... she dam unreasonable!!!! but i felt guilt after the fite leh~ where got mother shout here shout there askin ppl to bathe de~ Fun fair ar!!!! -.- tmr nid go help my pa open shop! life is lyk that.....
(* edwin* if i cannt make it to ur house it will be becos of family business,so pls don be angry hor! next time i treat u movie~) Y is it that every time after i fought wif my mother i will day-dream about how much efforts she put into lookin after me??? into makin my family,my childhood,my life a better one??? why is it that i had to think of that and feel so guilty about it??? why7 is it that i cannt giv in to her in the first place??? somehow i felt i am a very bad boy!!8.8!! but i just couldn't pull myself to say sry! hey!do ur ever have that kind of feelin before???

Today when jem told me to take bus 291, I tot about her! i always blame meetin her, bein friends wif her and lykin her the biggest mistake in my sec life~ becos it onli brings me pain which will last throu my whole sec's life.... but i nvr tot that we actually did hav fun together, it was on a saturday when i volunteer to take her to some course and we took the same bus( just the both of us),spent a huge amount of time laughin,jokin and smilin away but in the end we took the wrong bus =.= and miss a portion of our course but i am happy, very happy when i was wif her! I cherish that every moment wif her,until both of us get off the bus and start walkin different directions.......

maybe life is lyk that!
maybe we aren't meant to be!
maybe we are impossible!
maybe something deny us~
OR~
maybe we didn't even giv each other a chances
a chance to make each other happy
a chance to complete somethin i always long for
a chance to be together and stay forever that way
a chance to make the bus trip a nvr endin one~
BUT i had learnt to let go and forget! yea~ it sux! yea~ it hurts! but life still had to go on! I will be lookin out for someone who will be willing to take this bus ride wif me forever~ever and ever!maybe i can find it~maybe it will be another illusion... but no MATTER wat! i will take the risk and fite for another never ENDIN bus ride. I think i may had found her~ i don know! well let life takes it course

Went to ORCHARD for movie-red cliff 2 today. erm~ the movie is quite nice plus the surround sound system pushin the enjoyment of watchin this movie to another level. play LEFT 4 DEAD today but spoiler-weiren makes the game not as fun as it is supposed too~ but i accquired a new name- chiongster. hahaha!
New year is commin~ i wish ur all a very pleseant and enjoyable happy lunar new year.... met quite a number of frens at popular cos they are veri good friends.... but was mistaken by some of the full-time staff that i accompany yuwen( another part-timer) home cos i lyk her! hiax! how can they be so dumb? felt lyk tellin them to grow up la!!!!=.= life is fun in popular.I loves some of the girls there ocs they are way to nice, cute and beatiful~ but manager keep change my department leh! don know wat she plannin lor! don even know wat she is thinkin!!! but other then that she is quite good to me! I love to stay in popular! i lyk the ppl there! i love the enviroment! and i would love to see her in my everyday life~ haha! that's all.... aniway i recommend u guys one album by the cicus name take away. is dam nice de lor~ keep me in contact for the lastest gatherin~ ty always be my baby. =D

puppeters!

5 continuous days of workin is dam tirin~ dam sian~ but earnt much..... 23 get pay! 12 jan get result!!!! busy this... busy that.... really veri tirin!!!!! some customers veri unreasonable!!! buy 30 cents eraser wan to use visa!! WTF!! some veri nice thou!! there is alot of thigs i wan to say but i don have the time to seat here and type my way throught the nite~ okay erm! i heard this song sung by 'the circus' by the name of said it all! it is dam nice~ can any one download it and send it to me??? haha

ppl said i also grown more mature in my thinkin! good thing huh! ^^ i tell u guys still got ppl said i am very gentlemen... wah this kind of comment hear liao dam shiok~ haha! read a book by the name of puppeters! talks about a boy parents bein kill in war and had to follow his grandma around the street to sing "puppet opera"~ he was highly talented in makin puppet and he misses his mother and father so much that he make puppets of them~ slept with them play with them and bathe with them until~ everything change. . . . . . nice book,strongly recommended.


i am a puppet
with all parts of my body attach to the strings
when they pulled on the front string,i frown...
when they released the middle string,i cried...
when they shake the side strings,i danced...
when they put me down and decided not to touch me...
I DIED~
they filled my life with love,interest and care...
makin sure that i know they are there~
they created me with anger,sadness,tears and despair...
knowin that i will be inprefect without them~
thank you~ my dear master puppeters-my friends
i will stay as ur PUPPET till the end~


okay self created~ pls giv me mark 10 marks is the max!!! oie oie oie conside my eng standard first hor!!!!