NEVER endin bus ride!!! -.-( not ghost story for goodness sake)

First of all i wish everyone who see this post a very happy lunar new year~ ^^ ~ lunar new year is quite fun for me,win quite alot of pocket money,ate quite alot of tibits,get quite a number of hong bao, drank quite alot of alcohol,had alot of fun and most important- gain quite a number of kilo's.... T.T but all worth it la!

Wah! dam sian leh~ just fought wif my mother...... she dam unreasonable!!!! but i felt guilt after the fite leh~ where got mother shout here shout there askin ppl to bathe de~ Fun fair ar!!!! -.- tmr nid go help my pa open shop! life is lyk that.....
(* edwin* if i cannt make it to ur house it will be becos of family business,so pls don be angry hor! next time i treat u movie~) Y is it that every time after i fought wif my mother i will day-dream about how much efforts she put into lookin after me??? into makin my family,my childhood,my life a better one??? why is it that i had to think of that and feel so guilty about it??? why7 is it that i cannt giv in to her in the first place??? somehow i felt i am a very bad boy!!8.8!! but i just couldn't pull myself to say sry! hey!do ur ever have that kind of feelin before???

Today when jem told me to take bus 291, I tot about her! i always blame meetin her, bein friends wif her and lykin her the biggest mistake in my sec life~ becos it onli brings me pain which will last throu my whole sec's life.... but i nvr tot that we actually did hav fun together, it was on a saturday when i volunteer to take her to some course and we took the same bus( just the both of us),spent a huge amount of time laughin,jokin and smilin away but in the end we took the wrong bus =.= and miss a portion of our course but i am happy, very happy when i was wif her! I cherish that every moment wif her,until both of us get off the bus and start walkin different directions.......

maybe life is lyk that!
maybe we aren't meant to be!
maybe we are impossible!
maybe something deny us~
OR~
maybe we didn't even giv each other a chances
a chance to make each other happy
a chance to complete somethin i always long for
a chance to be together and stay forever that way
a chance to make the bus trip a nvr endin one~
BUT i had learnt to let go and forget! yea~ it sux! yea~ it hurts! but life still had to go on! I will be lookin out for someone who will be willing to take this bus ride wif me forever~ever and ever!maybe i can find it~maybe it will be another illusion... but no MATTER wat! i will take the risk and fite for another never ENDIN bus ride. I think i may had found her~ i don know! well let life takes it course