sittin down by the beach this evenin! tot throu alot of things~ happy moment! and sad times! gentle gush of the wind kisses my face~ starin at those large cruiser floatin their way across the sea. somehow I felt as if time had stopped. Popped some M&M into my mouth, those sweet meltin candies reminds me of her! yea! those great moment of fantasyI had wif her! haha~ but she is gone for now! looked across the wide wide sea.... lights! those light looks so beautiful, calmin my tense feelin as if tellin me nth else will bother me animore! as if all my hopes will come to reality~ as if u are lyin right beside me... haha! that feels great! the sun yawned and the sky slowly darken, the wind grew stronger... soon enuff the plain plain sky is coated wif red! rainin? i tot. Memories of how we try so hard to be together, those efforts we put in! those time we spend! those tirin yet fun time we had... maybe Im not good enuff for u! or maybe U are not good enuff for me! or maybe there isnt maybe at all!I felt out of breath and decides to relax my mind. i took a quick glance around me. there was nth except an uncle bringin his young girl for a walk by the beach.... those sweet smile and cute looks of her reminds me of ur laughter! i MISSED it! and i can nvr forget it no matter wat happen! TMR is the day where i will have to forget everythin and enter the next chapter of my life~ a chapter without U ! a chapter where eveythin will be new! a chapter where all the definition of sweet dream will change! A chapter where i can be myself again! I think lettin things go is one hardest things to bein a grown up! i really don feel lyk growin up! i don know if i can move on... but.............there is no more but!
Took a look at my watch! 830pm! stood up.walk away from the beach. turn my head and said wat a good nite spent! TP! CER! Im chiongin to U! ^^ heavy bag! hiaz!
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