fan fan fan...

Seriously! I feel dam sick and tired today~ really! i almost fought wif one of my best fren! and ya.. i almost fought wif her! seriously! Till now~ i don know if wat im doin correct! Did i really help the wrong side? im so not sure! i don know! yea! im confused! so confused and frustrated until i don feel lyk gamin or wateva! i don know~ i don wan! but i did! hiax~
I think~ sry is all i can say to those which i had hurt! I don know! zhen de hen fan!
Am i dumb or wat? I must be! why did i do? i actually hurt all my dearest ones? sry thye whye~ sry sry! i may sound a little too harsh today! Im deeply sry for wat i did! I shouldnt have said those nasty words! im a big idiot! i should have put myself in ur shoes and see how u will feel! i should have try to understand u more! i should have try to make things better from u! I should have played my part as a fren~ I should have stick by ur side throu this time! i failed! i failed! im a freakin failure! im sry~
I don dare to think too far... i don dare to question if we had that feelin for each others? i wonder if u think that way too! I always lyk u~ without ani doubts! u shld be able to know that! I really don know if wat u are feelin is jealousy or the fear of losin... but! no matter wat! i will be by ur side! lyk i always promise! ur happiness is my choice, it has been and always will be! Im such a big fat loser becos other then sayin that im sry! i don know wat i can say animore! i wan u to be happy! be it by my side or not by my side! i wan u to be the happiest girl on earth! lyk i promised! but~ but~ i didnt make all of that come true! recently, there is just too much thing s for me to stress on! my exam! my frens! my life!... there is just so much thing to stress on such that i cant giv u the squeeze out moe time for you! i really wan to tok wif u! i really wan to tell u somethin sweet~ i really wan u to be the happiest girl on earth! but somehow! things had been goin way out of control! things are so unpredicted! unrefine! unexpected! Wat shld i do? wat shld i think? how shld i act to make u feel better? Im just a shit hole in a hit hole in a shit hole! im just a big bad sucker~ i don know! i don really don know!
I have exchange for two of my most important thing~ to help u! pls cherish it! pls pls!


hiax! i hen fan!

rainbow

Hello guys~ how are all of u doin? doin super great right! first of all i will wish to wish ur all good luck and fortune for this entire month- the hungry ghost festival... may all of u live throu it peacefully. And of cos! i haven forget u guys! may all of u be happy and stressless for the comin o level exam! i will always be there to support u! ^^ haha!

My life wise! yes! presently i am preparin for my comin exam on monday! and i have two paper that day lor! dam stressful! sianz! but~ i think i should be able to brush it throu... don know la! see how first lo! i got a veri strong feelin that maths! is sure die de! cfm~ cmi! haha! lol~ but will put in my best la! and maybe~ maybe! got small chance that can make it bah! haha.. Frens wise~ so far so good lor!

haha! i tell u guys! today dam drama~ Was meetin a girl at punggol inter today but she woke up late so i got over to SK to wait for her! then happily wait at the presumed " bus-stop" thinkin that she confirm will be there hopin to surprise her... but of cos! act smart onli~ she waited for bus at another bus-stop, meanin that i waited an hour plus for nth~ after and hour! i decide not to wait animore as i was seriously late~ so reluctantly i left the bus-stop and board the bus. to my surprise~ she also board the bus! but unaware of my presence~ so i kept quiet and alight the bus when i reached pretendin that i didnt meet her! lol! dam qiao right! haha~ then when we met~ she was lyk angry becos i didnt wait for her..... lol...
wat a joke! haha! omg! stop the postin liao! i nid go study liao! BB~

pls give me ur opnion after readin it


I hope to be the 4 weathers in ur life..
Because sometimes..
I could be sunny,
so as to make u smile as radiantly as the sun.
sometimes..
I maybe rainy,
to help u empty all of ur sorrow and tears.
sometimes..
I would be windy,
so that i can put~ a little kiss on ur face whenever i passes u.
sometimes..
I must be cloudy,
To cover up the pain u feel in ur heart.
But~
I think it is best for me to be me myself..
so that, i can
love you,protect you and look after you..
throughout all the weather and season..


-jz

Hi guys! lol! im back! how are u all doin? must be doin well right? cos i nvr heard ani news of u guys not doin well! so far so good right? lol! sry for not postin this few days... cos ya! a little busy wif school work~ project and things lyk that! okay! pls don be shock~ but jz who attained a beginner cert in swimmin can swim breast stroke to and forth the pool in 2 mins 57 sec time~ which is lyk so much better as compared to my last timein which is about 5 plus 6 mins! so ya... congratz me! haha~ all the hard work had finally paid of lo!

As for work wise! so far so good but failed one of the CKT test~ cos i didnt study! lol! so no one to blame accept myself.lol! Frens wise~ im havin more and more frens! so ya... it is a good thing. haha! weight wise~ i don know! lol! is lyk so long before i last check my weight le! lol.

Relationship wise~ yes. no change im still single! it is just that now I threw the ball out to see if it rolls back to me! if it dosent we are not meant to be! so ya~ im lyk wsitin to see how things will proceed and how things will end in the end! afterall! i havent forget my past mistake~ lol! so ya~ don jump in to quickly! unless u are lookin for ur death.

chronosphere....

I hope I can have...
just one second wif you,
to giv you the kiss of my life.
Maybe Half a minute is fine,
I will fill it up wif i love you.
Grateful if you give me one full minute,
I will look at u till my eyes turn white
One hour will be prefect,
I will hug u till the day turns night.
However One day will be sweet,
I will make your smile like a lollipop sweet.
One month will be lovely,
So much so that u will smile in your dreams.
I think One year will be just enough,
for us to built our very own hut.
But forever is what i look for...
because my love for you is eternal.

Im back ^^

Hey guys! guess wat! yes! jz is back to bloggin! so how? did u all miss me? did all those blog stalkers got tired of my blog for those long weekend which i stop my postin! do u guys wan to see the crappy jz post something crappy and yet extraordinary on his blog again? haha! i know u guys are dyin for that right! lol! okay! first first! i hope and know that some of u guys are doin very well in that period of time! wow! such a positive thing to think about right? lol! so guys! enjoy! and rmb to smile! afterall! smilin is the most important thing on earth. don u guys agree? okay! so a very warm greetings to u guys! and hope that all those good progress can continue and all those un favorable bad progress can be taken away by ur smile!

Okay! for those who knows me quite well or even worst, stalkers, u guys should have know that i created a test of how much u know jz on facebook! lol! seriously! some of ur answer are quite interestin! so interestin until i don know if u are just goin there to suan me or u really think it is that way! lol! do i look lyk a person who would giv up friendship for love~ lol! maybe! but seriously! i nvr tot of givin up friendship for love! and yea! if ever if there is a day when im force to make a choice! i will rather die! seriously! i think both friendship and love is equality important! i cant live without both of them by my side! contradict right? don have GF talk about wat love! monetary love la! lol! jk la! parental love, and crush la! lol! so ya! for guys who don know me that well! i know i low-class la! but my favorite delicacies isnt kuey chap! i lyk kuey chap! but love shark fin soup! okay~ for once i am not environmentally friendly! but who cares~ when u put that fin inside ur mouth and let it melts! wat more is better then that! imagine swallowin it! the slipperiness of the fins makes u feel as if a tofu is goin down ur throat! can u imagine it? nice right! lol~ im glad alot of ppl knows wat i don lyk! yea! i don lyk flirts! cos they are holes from the holes from the holes.... haha! that y i don lyk them -.-

well! fro my poly life~ so far so good! not much update! and of cos~ no GF yet! so ya! save ur curiosity for next time~ exam and studies wise~ hmmp.. i think so far still not bad la! cannt say fully understand wat some of the lecturer are talkin but at least understand quite abit la! recently i have just taken ckt quiz, dfund quiz, cer quiz, and maths quiz! and the highest percent of gettin a F grade is none but CKT! wth la! u know right! all the theory which i suck at and skip come out sia! is lyk~ 3 qns all kenna those i theory i don know de! kao1 is so heng de lo! i see already sianz diao liao! -.-! frens wise~ so far so good! had another new fren by the name of nich! quite a friendly guy! a nice guy! but a super super super ON match-maker! is lyk` he wun let even a slightest chance escape from him to match-make ppl la! other then that! he is quite a nice and fun guy to be wif~

My love life wise~ hmmp seriously i don know how to say la! isnt veri good~ but not that bad either! just got a girl who kinda stick to me whenever we are out! but as usual~ i wun bu zhi liang li or zhi zhuo duo qin! let waits and see how things really proceed lo! maybe! i m just a veri close fren of hers!-.- i hate the fellin of fallin into love yet knowin that there is no one to pick u up no matter how many time u call out for help from them! so ya! don giv ur heart so easily~ so that u wun feel so slippery and u will not fall in love! aiyah! see how time takes it path la!

that about all lo! actually got somemore things wan to post de! but shuo lai hua chang~ and frens askin for dota now! so ya1 will post until here! until then~ best wishes!