most miserable day of my life

I suddenly felt so stress! so freakin stress! everyh=thin just gave way!one by one i fought for to gain trust and respect yet one by one it failed me! i don know... im really dam stress. Health,Results,family,frens and u! all of it i out in effort to attain wat i hope to see! and just when i tot i saw the light! i failed once again! i failed lyk i was in primary school! i felt so useless! dumb! rubbish bin! i felt so un-needed! i don understand why! perservin ur smile! creatin a trouble free home, "B"results! frens who understand rather then take advantage! and cuttin down on weights! i don know! all of my aim all failed me one by one! im miserable.really donkey miserable.