prelims sux

=C finally the end of prelims, eh! this time i did study a little bit harder for the prelims examination but never did i expect the paper is more difficult then i have imagine one example is the POA paper!Omg lianghee give a 'A' level paper is it! write wrong huh! confirm flung! confirm die! HIAX! =( BTW! guys i know ur all care alot bout me but pls stop come and fan me bout who i lyk~ U know i wan to bury this name six million feets underground so that no one can ever find it and know one can ever disturb her! To me i felt that love is an affair between me and her! and if we really meant to be together no one can separate us for love is said to be the strongest magnetic bond in the world! but if she turn around and say "NO!" i will neither force her nor make her lyk me as i believe in her choice! YEP! that's me that jz! so when the day comes when i siad those magical words that change one's fate! and if she wans the whole world to know bout it so be it,if she wans to bury it i'll do it. She have my respect! i'm not good in hoaxin words but i do wat i promise! for u i promise to be a safety charm..... I PROMISED




For you my sweet angel I would die
I'd pick all the stars from the sky
And give them all just for you
To let you know how much I love you

My angel I'll love you thru all eternity
I would do anything for you sweetie
I wrote this poem from my heart
To let you know your my sweetheart

Please stay with me forever
Take my hand and lets be together
Lets fly up to the heavens above
And show everyone we are in love
(onli if u agreed! =( .........)

all take note

just a quick post! eh! quite recently i heard about the ********* of me! thanks for the overwhelmin support and time u put in to question me! >:( like i say, Y do ur wan to know about who she is? unless u wish to be that unfortunate one! haha! U know until now! I still think that i have no rights to like the other girl or worst still stead with her even though i really like her cos if we go out ppl will different discriminate the girl by sayin things like she must be despo that kinda thing..... I felt that it would be better to leave her alone and watch her from the dark! do u think so? i not prefect that is very obvious, but now i 'm tryin to go to a prefect person! wish me success baH! cos i will make it no matter wad. Hey girl just remember that although U're not the prettiest,not the richest or the cleverest BUT U are the one and only out of the so many i fall for. U can say it is luck, fate or even life that this happen but i will blame it on some specialty U have which others don't. Ur smile and laughter are like river flushes me away from U! Ur emoness and tear are like magnet pull me towards u! but pls don cry rather than smile cos I'll be there whenever wherever U wanted! just note that i wrote this! U are not alone! okay guys good luck for ur exam! and ur 'o's and don becos U wan my concern u deliberately fail okay! i will still shower U love,concern and care if U pass! for me... eh! i think i go study now le!

Hey! wad sup guys! u know actually i shouldn't be doin this cos my prelims are comin and i still got a lot to catch up~ U know.... sleepin,gamin and disturbin is my favorite hobby when the teacher are shoutin for their life out on the battlefield!So i'm always the one who don know anithin or everythin but with the help of some good friends, i manage to make it here safely! haha! okay lets start! national day celebration was fun, althought our class did not manage to make it to the gold for floorball and basketball! but they were really fun! btw! grtaz maisul and pals for winnin the socccer on friday! yea! ur're great! class-t was nice better then jem's! haha ^.^.NDP so-so~,warcraft so~so my life also so~so nth special.JUST THAT I FINALLY SAW SOMEONE TRUE COLOUR! haha! =.= everythin great! chiongin to prelim! may i and all my friend get A's for their prelim and 'o'! dearest jz! Eh! last thing ~ my nick is DEVUL not devNl, and for goodness sake call it correctly! ty

I wan to change myself!

hi! all my friends,buddies and darlin! quite long time no see! i mean quite some time seem we met or talk to some of U guys~ :) hope all of u r not havin any terror tearin up a parkin lot coupon... or experience somethin wierd in this hungry ghost month! but aniway if u have ani interestin stories pls tell me.ty :D i wrote this thing today~ because i felt there are to many thing happenin around me and most of it belongs to the group which brought unhappiness for the bearer! and alot of it got to do with me! So i think about it! and found out that it should be me that my friends start to react to me lyk that.... i meant it should me my fault!I mean #$%#$%3 I am the main cos of unhappiness and i muz change or else i will be the next loner on earth! so pls treat this as apologisin.... i don ask for anithin but i wan u all my victims to see me repentin~

kovit- Sry! for not tellin u the truth! T.T
lionel-SRY for that hand on ur head and those unpleasant words use T.T
eric-Sry for bullyin u! T.T
clarence-Sry bout makin fun out of u! T.T
shuwen-Sry bout sayi ur house got no mirror T.T
sansan-Sry bout sayin u r black T.T
shanice-Sry for sayin that u r round T.T
adeline-Sry for all that u r unhappy bout T.T
weiren-Sry for forgettin ur geo notes T.T
yingsiew-Sry for forgettin ur geo notes T.T

SRY for everythin i have done that upset the rest out there! really really sry!

Guys!in a bad mood this week! T.T becos i fought with one of my very good friend!very very good friend..... I don wan to say wat happen between the 2 of us and i don wan to know wat will happen to the both of us! but i will think it positively! Yesterday night..... i broke my oath and scold some very very vulgar language! but worst of all i scold it to one of my dearest friend.... therefore I'm stillin feelin very down even until now! SO guys pls don said i shilian okay! I nvr in my whole secondary life tang guo lian ai okay! so i cannot shilian! =.=.... i am in a complete blank situation not knowin wat to do..... or how to carry on! should i live the way i'm doin now? live the way i'm before? ~BLANK~ I really lyk and hate him! when he acknowledge me i felt as happy as a god but when he gave me that **** face i felt very sad! and as he talk to me I turned from sad to fumin mad! but for all he do i still look forward him as a big brother! as a real friend of mine!SOmetime i blame myself for havin itchy hands but when i think of it I blame him for not listenin to me..... and when i thought further! i know that he is in bad mood that day! so i apologized! but all i did was reward with one hard,cold and painful word......"diam" tell me guys wat the hell i did wrong and wat the hell i should do....... i am goin to break soon!(just jokin) +) Friendship is like glass, once it's broken it can never be fixed to the same standard as it was made. therefore i am tryin to protect it! >.< life's hard! wun cry!,wun lower my head twice!


Broken Friendship

A tear is shed for broken hearts,
As Faithful friends, do depart,
A wasted bond which has been spun,
Weakened, battered and undone,
And always vengeance in the way,
But still their tears drop, day by day,
Wishing things could mend and heal,
But anger is all they wish to feel,
Scared to admit that they may long,
To one day, fix the things gone wrong.
But till the day of mended pain,
Both shall struggle to maintain,
Their ignorance to their mistakes,
Their empty care that friends did break,
No one knows, what future holds,
But two true friends do unfold,
It came so quick, without demand,
But as for now, it’s in their hands,
For neither knows what other feels,
But both must know what all is real,
The memories of the endless times,
The pain that seems in constant rhyme,
The mending power which they confer,
The reality of longing for,
And now lies the day which needs an end,
To leave it stay as broken friends,
Or to work for things that they do long,
But either way, they should move on.

Feelin happy! =) lost weight!

HI guys! how ur week? havin fun? bullying lim liang hee? OR just felt lyk comin here for free air-con....said by the great NARNIA beast lionel leow! I think maybe he got pretty tired of playin with xuan yan,U know to raise up a baby in SINGAPORE nowadays is lyk tryin to cultivate roses in the middle of a desert! if not handle with care both the flower and the human will suffer or even worst enter a dimension where u nid to fork out money to buy some light bulbs! not to mention n this inflation period..... it is as thought tryin to cultivate a rose in the middle of the sand storm..... tiring,stressful and forceful! also would lyk to thank jaiver for his DRAMAstic support for my blog!thanks bro!okay! I will start with my life! once upon a time in the land of singapore, over there live a giant that have ever increasin gravity, every steps he took he damage the ground use for farmin! every sweat he shed cause a heavy storm for the fisherman! every time he ate! the villagers will have insufficient food for 3 whole days! one fine fine day! the giant look at happy couple bein together..... he felt that if he don do somethin to mother earth core and keep lettin gravity act on his huge ball of mass,he would be left out......... alone! so finally he use all the spade he could find to dig a whole straight down to the core where mantle was scorchin bblllsssss..sss.s.ss..s..s! he try to use his salive to extinguish that ball of fire,but no matter how hard he tried...... that ball was still bblllsssss..sss.s.ss..s..s burnin non-stop! he crawl out of the hole and force all his friends to accept him as a prince! but non of them accepted him and some even threaten to hang himself if the giant forces him to say that he is a prince! sad and dishearted.... the giant cried out loud.... his voices echos throught the night bringin fear and sendin free air-con services for some of the villager as they felt he was a tua-bui-baby! LOL! then a group of villagers came to the giant! maybe they could not take his natural amplifier and told him that U are a good man! LIVE lyk one! FIGHT lyk one! and DIE lyk one! the giant begin to live the way he was and found happiness...... onli throught belivin urself! belive wad u are and acceptin it or changin it will giv u happiness! guys! i lost 5kg ^^!! yea! lighter giant>.

I lay my love on YOU!

Sometimes at night,
When I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you,
And then ask myself "why?"

"Why do I love you?"
I think and smile,
Because I know,
The list could run on for mile.

The whisper of your voice,
The warmth of your touch,
So many little things,
Make me love you so much.

The way you support me,
Even my silly notions,
The way that you care,
And show such devotion.

The way that your lips moved,
Fills me with desire,
And how you look at me,
With the warmth of a fire.

The way your eyes shine,
When you look at me,
Lost with you forever,
Is where i want to be.

The way that I feel,
When you are by my side,
A sense of completion,
And overflowing pride.

The dreams that I dream,
That all involve you,
The possibilities that I see,
The things that we can do.

How you finish the puzzle,
That lies inside my heart,
How deep in my soul,
You are a very important part.

I could go on for days,
Telling of what I feel,
But all you really must know is...
My love for you is real.

Hell with parkin coupon!

Hi guys! long time no see, i mean alot of day nvr see,i mean quite some time seem we met! wat wrong with me? last time it is because of crap and crab! now it is because of time...#%$@#% okay! aniway hi guys! i went to work today, like any usual Saturday!but i was given a task of tearin a parkin coupon so that the traffic police cannot summon me! lyk wat they did to most of ur daddy's,mummy's car ^^! when i tore the year,a cool breeze flinched my backbone...all the way from the top right to the bottom,i then slowly removed the section for the month!my eyeballs went white,as if there was some unholy thingy sitting beside me! then i took a sip of coffee,which gushes down my throat lyk a waterfall.The feelin of caffeine roamin inside the tubes of my body is just great!I took a deep deep breath,slowly i poke my fingers into the date section.... I saw a world of completely emptiness,I saw the border of bein so close to dead but still yet alive,it was as thought I were parachutin and i found that my main parachute wasn't workin! it was as thought god came to me and say this is ur last and final time,fail! and u will never be able to purchase a light bulb from him and can stay forever in hell! >.< now! ur all know how much is it a horror to tear a parkin lots coupon! ti was as if 50 tons of rice is thrown onto ur back!
actually the scary part is not visualisin but thinkin!....... don get the wrong idea that i am bein lazy or have consume some unprescribed by the doctors and need a visit to the mental hospital! no okay! i am fine! is just that when i tore the coupon I saw 'o'level bein so close! at a faster pace then any jet plane u see! at a unstoppable rate! T.T felt lyk cryin! cos got no idea what the hell i'm doin the past few months! arrgh! alot of catchin up to do!GUYS hope ur are PREPARIN for that very last blow! U will always have my support cos i have fate in u! feelin stress or down,come find me?( expert in counsellin) nah! lyin nia!i no expert in anithing! k liao! go to some work le miss u guys!

I wish to buy a 10 storey HDB flat from jing han,
fill it up with different things at different floor!
1st floor would be a beach,
which i can be with u all the way till dawn!
2nd storey can be a kitchen,
where i can cook u my food with love!
3rd floor should be a gigantic bathtub,
A place we can talk all our way till dusk!
4th storey must be a theater,
and we will record our very own couple piece!
5th floor will be made into a very very large bed,
so as to hump u to sleep every night!
6th storey is to be made into a play room,
plannin for both of our very own masterpiece!
7th floor could be made into a large diary,
the place to record all my love for u!
8th storey is our livin room,
a location where we play pillow war!
9th storey will become our very own sport stadium,
to jog with u all till dusk break!
the 10th and the final place will be a place i never wish u to go,
An escape route to the present world.....
because all i ever hope for
is a home consistin of YOU!as the female master!

jing han i pay U on interest can? pls la! lend me money! for my future de!