singapore govt~ too 'ON'

Lol! today~ i met up wif jem,jaiver and swee soon and we plan to go for some tasty yet cheap cuisine! hotel standard!(U know i am extremely hungry when i am not feelin alright) at the price of 13++ leh! somemore still phoneix hotel leh! that smart alex jem took us on a trip to find this bargain! we took a long mrt ride! stand or our way throu the squeezin ride to find urself venturin in Orchard! AND the best thing is.... the hotel was demolish..... WTH! we onli see the demoilishin buildin leh! NVM! the best has yet to come!

Next we got to marina south! also lookin for food! yea!it seems lyk we are er-gui! after the ride to marina bay! we took a work into marina south! and the super on govt~ -.- demolish the whole of the place again! wah! we walk so far in!( at least 1hr walk) just to see bangala~ and alot of heavy machine! y... now hor! the economy so bad they still so on de! corruption or wat?= = nah! just kiddin! i don think they will do it! so my dinners flew away~

We took a cab from the rural area all the way to lau pa sar sia! imagine the cost of taxi~ somemore i bao ka liao! imagine the sound of my heart beat! lyk beatin so fast sia! but at least hor! the meal at lau-pa-sar was quite enjoyin la! nvr know ss was such a great eater.... EAT MORE THEN THE PIG(me) SIA! extradinary.... then took a mrt and when home! chelsea nvr tell me lyk wat suchi so didnt buy! don balme me hor! is u nvr tell me! and then dota! and then..... i don know wat liao!


RMB:love is blind..... friendship closes its eyes!

QI dai wo men yi qi chu men!=D

For very special one- wendy

Winy....I wan U to know that I am feelin very bad for wat i said! and is really very bad! I don wan to see you feelin upset neither do i wan you to cry! It's is just that I am really very very confuse now as to wat i can do or wat i mus do! I hate hurtin U! I swore before that i will not make any girl cry becos of me! U are a really a very good fren! U are someone i did look forward too~ U are good in almost all kind of aspect! really~ U are fun,cute,friendly,nice,interestin and alot more which i cannt express throu my words! I don hate U! in my heart U are already ACCEPTED long ago! I do miss you! I do think of you or have the urge to talk to you sometimes! I do hope that one day U and I can sit down at a corner talkin our way throu the busy city life! I do hope that I can pick up the courage to giv U love,happiness and a never meltin smile that will last throu out ur entire life! But!but! no! i am afraid that I may not do it well.... I am afraid that I cannt giv such a wonderful girl wat she suppose to have... I am so afraid that if i carry on this~ I may end up givin u sorrow and tears which will wet ur pillows throu out the nite.

I don wan such a innocent! such a pure girl to be hurt by me! I don wan to hurt U! I don wan to giv U a love, a life wif no gurantees... I wan U to be happy! I wan to feel ur happiness and laugh together by ur side~ but i don wan to feel ur anger and sulk when i am wif u! YEA! U can say I don have guts! U can say that i onli have one and a half balls! But I really don wan to giv u a bad memory that will last U throu out ur life! I felt that i am not good enuff for U! I felt that i had not known u enuff! I felt that we may not last till eternity..... and when all those thoughts floods my mind! I felt so strongly that u will not find happiness with me! I felt my heart achin and sourin away! I felt ......... I don know how to say!

When JJ told me that u love me! there was two kinds of feelin rumpagin my entire body! first is happiness~ and second a heavy sense of worriness! meybe I am thinkin too much! maybe wo zhi zuo duo qinq! but i am really so happy that U have accepted me! that i couldnt sleep well yst nite! but~ i also felt worried! I felt that i might not make it to what u wanted!(I just wishes to hold U so much but.... don have the courage too!) .... I apologise for actin stupid just now and prentendin that i didnt know! Becos other then that! i don know how else I can make u feel better~ I don know how to make you feel happy when things comes to this! Maybe I nid more time to know U! maybe we are rushin into things.... or maybe.... I don know if i can make it to whole ur hands! When u say i am cute~ I was so happy! i wish that i could stay pampered by ur side lyk a small child followin his mother!I wish that I had enuff time to know more about U... I wan the good impression that we hav for each others to blossom into love! BUT unitl now i am afraid I cannt make it! Can u pls give me a little more time to know u better???

*FOR ALL THAT I HAVE DONE WHICH HURT WENDY QUEK XIAO JIE! I apologise! may u pls forgive me?

Mother nature created me with 5 qualities..
TO love,to hate, to feel to think and to give
She also unknowingly place in 5 emotions..
Smiles,confuse,hurt,pain and sourness
to make it more prefect she place in some values..
Cheap,friendly,BAD,helpful,passionate
Hence she completes me and si so called the artist of nature..
But she was very unwillingly to set up mechanism in me...
so she told me 3 words and tell me that~
there will be someone who can help me paint my face everyday!
I was left all alone searchin for that her~ waitin for her~
but until now i still found none!
those 3 words are i love you! =(

ALL my dearest frens at popular!

First of all! A very happy birthday wishin to one of my dearest cousin, Sylvia!~ well! u grown bigger in age! means u older le wor! mus be more mature and guide ur younger siblings well! although i maybe 2-3 times ur size~ and do not look good u still did not neglect me in all ways! for that i thanks you! and may GoD! or wateva angels in the world bless u becos of ur kindness and concern u show for ur younger siblings.... okay! hope u lyk the bears i bought! POOH leh! cutest thing WALT DISNEY ever created leh! if not becos of pooh! they close shop go home sleep liao le leh! wish u may be as popular,attractive,as highly needed as this pooh WE gave u! but pls! don follow his size! althought i mus admit the size is wat caught me to lyk it! cos don u think we have the same round tummy! ^^

Secondly! nice to meet u(yeow boon) after so long since we last met! u still roams earth wif ur secret weapon! UR bloody PSP! -.- but well the way u speak shows me u grown much more mature! which is good,very good! at least i wun nid to think of any newest game or any game which is in trend to make u talk, at least u can talk other stuff and make me laugh out loud! Think about those stupid yet funny comment u makes today! still makes me wan to laugh... well! maybe when we have time, I may try askin all of them out again! and we can suan JJ together! until the next time we meet! may u be as happy as today every day!

Thirdly! liyan ar liayn! U know ar! u don have to be so sad! or angry or quiet all the time! I don know wat **** bomb into u! until u suddenly have 180 degree change leh! I know la! recentlty u very stress! and heard from JJ( don blame him! is i torture and use all kind of things to make him say de!) U are down becos u had a little personal problems wif some of ur closest ppl on mother earth! Eh! u know ar! when ppl reaches different stage of their life! thier behaviour, their moods, their thinkin changes into comethin very different from wat u actually know! so much so that sometimes it may be scary.... and annoyin for some cases! YEA! so u muz learnt how to live wif it! or find soluions to it and not run from it or oppose it! at least u got a good joker!(JJ) to talk to! well althought he may be quite stupid and attention seekin at times! but he is defintinely that kind that will listen to u and cheer u up when times is to come! so U can look for him and talk more wif him to lessen the stress and not cope it up! first it is bad for ur health! second it sux to keep every thin to ur own!(* SRY!!! really very sry!!! for bein a busybody) pls forgiv me for bein a busybody! becos i hate to see any of my friend sulkin all day! U can also come to talk to me if u nid me to help u in anything.... seriously! anything! so be bad to ur old form will u! i rather hav a liyan that start my day by scoldin and sourin me! then a liayn that keep quiet and sulk all day long! ok! i remove the promise u make! u can scold me now! and pls scold me! TY

fourthly, I wan to thanks my very good teacher- Chelsea! if not becos of her! my days in popular! will be much much harder then now! she taught me alot! help me alot! even when it comes to lame and stupid customers! A patient and lovely teacher!YEA! i muz admit that u r veri clever! U r one girl that i see that can handle so many things so effectively~ i mus say! i am impressed and really impressed by wat u can managed! by wat u can do! although i muz also admit ur jokes are lame! and not funny at time~ but well! I really appreciate ur help and seriously lookin forward to the next time we work together~ a good teacher.... ( got time i treat u to tea!

next I wan to talk about JJ! got so many thing to say sia! but don know how! A fun,interestin, act cute, attention seekin,noisy,childish yet lovable fren! yea! it is a fortune to have u as my fren in the present world we are livin in!( but in dota! don be my team! u ********* FEEDER~ shoo~ shoo~) well! U have a weird temper! which sucks at times! and a stupid brain which one to smoke ur way to hell! PLUS a smelly mouth! which ends up cursin ppl of all ages! other then that u r actually a veri veri good guy! much much more gentlemanly then me! I mean it! U can comunicate and talk to girls so well! cheer them up, make them happy, make them laugh! yea! that is somethin i can nvr do! and that is somethin i always beeen tryin hard to do! somethin a true man should have! the abilitly to giv laughter and happiness to a womans life! U done it! u have that somethin so special that out of 100 guys onli one have it! Well! make good use of it and U will be some man great! of cos -.- that is after u minus all those bad points! last thing to add on! u are also generously~ super generous! super good point.

As for snow white- i don know u much other then know u can camouflage urself well wif the wall! ah-ha i still haven forot! i owe u swesens!
joyce-onli know that u are a jc student... fun friend
yuwen- shy! quiet! and will be studyin in RP next time!


* PSPS! next time i know liao then i talk about u ok! don ask me y i write this kind of stupid stuff! first it is not stupid! second is becos i too free le!!! and lastly! i tot about ur all when i am stonin lor

regrets NO, but missin U, yes!!!!

well well how should i start? okay! erm! yst was valentine day.... eh! had quite a fun day! had A flower! flower leh! rose some more! haha! workin was quite fun and enjoyin la! BUT y did she giv me attitude sia! angry leh! tsk tsk tsk is onli wat u can say to me when ppl not around is it? dam pek chek! but understandable la! i know recently u got alot of problems so ur mood not that good la~ but don worry i will always be there to help u if ever i am needed for ur help! so don sad le! cheer up! now i am the one that is supposed to be sad not u! cos u make me so sad yst leh! hiax! until now i still thinkin y u have to do that lor! but i wish i could join some of u guys for movie! i wish i could be lyk some of u had somethin that will stay by ur side! I so dam hope that i could see the point of this valentine day~ eh! scolded some seniors cos they too KL- scold me for nth! then finally see the true power of bein a customer( U make the say) scold until she diam diam leh!

THE nite before valentine-After work! i wander alone to pasir ris beach... wah! alot of couples sia! i felt lyk i am the onli one that is single leh! then got to a bench and sit down starin into the sky,lookin at the sea, seein ppl walk past me together... I felt that i was left out all alone~ i felt the whole world had neglected me! i felt that I miss some of u so much! I felt lyk if i sat here and don move no one will ever know that i am there.... I felt lyk i was so unwanted, so useless ,so unpopular, so unpleasant until she wandered into my head and i was wonderin wat she was doin? havin fun? thinkin of wat she will wear tmr? or busy chattin wif frens about the newest trends? and then i tot about her!I tot i saw her smilin to me!that was when I felt that warmth which suddenly secure my freezin brain and my sadden heart!YEA! that feelin was just so good~

Until now i still do not know wat pulls me towards U and yet drags U far beyond my reached! that was when i told myself that I wan to see that U are happy and nth more!( don be jealous my other frens.... i know ur all will also be happy too de) ... call me dumb, foolish or idiots but at least I am sure that u will nvr forget that ME and always rmb me as a stupid freak that jus kept on thinkin of u! and for that i am happy enuff! but ani way! wish all of u guys a very happy and lovely valentine day....


Love means to watch her be happy, even when you're not the person holding her hands during the sunset.

LIES worse! But that person isnt U! (MISUNDERSTANDIN)

Okay! today I off from work so got to my dad's shop to help out! saw two girls around my age~ may and vivian (if i am not wrong...) challenge by my dad to ask them for number! I did it and they gave it to me~ so too bad daddy! i won the bet hahaha.... i treat them to drinks and we talk about quite some stuff.... may was popular wif the ppl over there but vivian was way cuter... yea i mean veri cute... i heard she is goin into nyp fashion design! so sad might not see them again but aniway thanks for ur help....
Got pay from my daddy.... then same life lor~ dota and watch anime lor! until someone reminded me of sat~ hehehehe! okay! i will be havin a GREAT TIME WORKIN MY SHORT SHORT LIVE AWAY! so ani of u who think that u would wan to spend this romatic,energetic,lovely day wif me can always come to look for me at white sand popular! and i will be more then willing to buy ani of u a drink! but pls!!!! -.- if u r comin not to see me but for the drink~ then don come PLS- AKU TOLONG TOLONG U!!!, i don wan to be a torture my small little wallet!Okay so it will be a sad day that day! but aniway! life is great for me~ hope it is the same to ani of urs too! -.*


Someday someone might come into your life and love you the way you've always wanted. If your someday was yesterday, learn. If your someday is tomorrow, hope. If your someday is today, cherish.


signin out~

pig deity ( mistaken as one ( c0.02 ) )

My LIFE is too interestin until i don know how to describe it to ur all! let me tell u~ I was just askin for directions at bugis that day and the girl who actually told me the direction( around 16) smile, walk then walk even faster, so much so that she tripped! -.-!!!! Okay! i know i am super scary in size! but y she scare me until lyk that.... My brother still say becos i flirted wif her! she was over excited because ZHU BA JIE(pid deity) actually came down to earth -.-' wanted to smack him for it...... but even worst my father also say it!!! this one cannt smack... okay! i look lyk zhu ba jie! c(0.0)2 but i just merely ask for directions.... wah! the world is changin! look me as zhu ba jie. I wanted to help the girl up when shell fall but then before i got there she already stood up! so i got her to the stone-chair and help her clean her wound! so much so for bein a dee-kou! not a deep cut, so just use drinkin water and tissue to clean! she was embarass at first and keep on sayin no need until my dad told her i am a medic! SHE THANK ME IN THE END!! and her face is red! BUT my didi say i colour blind and my papa say it was too hot so natural to be red! but at least i did somethin good! o.x!

WELL! well! this few days don have so much work~ so quite relaxin! but no work= no money= no goin out! but places cheap still can la! erm! okay! one more thing, do ani of u guys know when is the registeration for poly? I HATE engineerin!!! x.x

What is LOVE?

Is it a truth?
Is it a fear?
Is it the rose from my valentine?

IF love is truth then let it break my heart...
IF love is fear led me to the dark...
If love is a game I am playin on my guts....

Is it a pain or a cure?
A sign of our fate?
A reason to fall down to ur knees and die?