well well how should i start? okay! erm! yst was valentine day.... eh! had quite a fun day! had A flower! flower leh! rose some more! haha! workin was quite fun and enjoyin la! BUT y did she giv me attitude sia! angry leh! tsk tsk tsk is onli wat u can say to me when ppl not around is it? dam pek chek! but understandable la! i know recently u got alot of problems so ur mood not that good la~ but don worry i will always be there to help u if ever i am needed for ur help! so don sad le! cheer up! now i am the one that is supposed to be sad not u! cos u make me so sad yst leh! hiax! until now i still thinkin y u have to do that lor! but i wish i could join some of u guys for movie! i wish i could be lyk some of u had somethin that will stay by ur side! I so dam hope that i could see the point of this valentine day~ eh! scolded some seniors cos they too KL- scold me for nth! then finally see the true power of bein a customer( U make the say) scold until she diam diam leh!
THE nite before valentine-After work! i wander alone to pasir ris beach... wah! alot of couples sia! i felt lyk i am the onli one that is single leh! then got to a bench and sit down starin into the sky,lookin at the sea, seein ppl walk past me together... I felt that i was left out all alone~ i felt the whole world had neglected me! i felt that I miss some of u so much! I felt lyk if i sat here and don move no one will ever know that i am there.... I felt lyk i was so unwanted, so useless ,so unpopular, so unpleasant until she wandered into my head and i was wonderin wat she was doin? havin fun? thinkin of wat she will wear tmr? or busy chattin wif frens about the newest trends? and then i tot about her!I tot i saw her smilin to me!that was when I felt that warmth which suddenly secure my freezin brain and my sadden heart!YEA! that feelin was just so good~
Until now i still do not know wat pulls me towards U and yet drags U far beyond my reached! that was when i told myself that I wan to see that U are happy and nth more!( don be jealous my other frens.... i know ur all will also be happy too de) ... call me dumb, foolish or idiots but at least I am sure that u will nvr forget that ME and always rmb me as a stupid freak that jus kept on thinkin of u! and for that i am happy enuff! but ani way! wish all of u guys a very happy and lovely valentine day....
Love means to watch her be happy, even when you're not the person holding her hands during the sunset.
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